Beomgyu imagines/oneshots

Scars

TW: Mention of abuse and suicide

Author's pov

You and Beomgyu have been in a relationship for over 6 months now, and until now you haven't told him about your past.

You always lived your life wearing long sleeves and baggy clothes to hide your scars from people and from yourself.

You and Beomgyu were now in the kitchen of your apartment, you were supposed to have a roommate but the person backed out last minute now you live all alone.

You and Beomgyu were baking some brownies for a movie night. "Hey love, can you bring the cocoa powder from up there?" You asked Beomgyu as you were mixing the ingredients, "Sure" He said bringing it right away, "You should roll your sleeves up they're gonna get messy" He said looking at you. You stopped for a second and looked at the sleeves if your hoodie, they were covered in flour and sugar.

"No it's fine" You shrugged it off and continued mixing, "Actually speaking of that, I don't think I have ever seen your arms, I mean like you're always wearing long sleeves even in summer" He pointed out. You froze not knowing what to respond with, "Why do you have to see them?" You asked trying to move on from the conversation, "I don't know actually, anyways should I bring the pan?"

The next day at school

You walked into school with your usual hoodie and jeans. You walked over to your locker to bring your chemistry book for your first period, you suddenly felt a presence behind you so you looked around to see Beomgyu standing infron of you with a small smile on his face. "Good morning" He said pulling you in for a hug, "Morning" you hugged him back. When the bell rang you both pulled away and started walking to your classes.

Beomgyus pov

I started walking with Y/n and Taehyun to our classes. Unfortunately Y/n doesn't have the same class as me so I walked with her to her class, and me and Taehyun started walking to our first class.

We entered our physics class and spotted our group, we walked towards them, "Hey guys" Kai greeted the both of us, "Hey" I said placing my stuff on my desk which was right beside them, " The teacher isn't here yet?" Taehyun asked as Yeonjun nodded, "Wait but Gyu, I want ask you a question?" Taehyun asked out of the blue, "Yeah?" I said sitting next to soobin on top of his desk, "Since when was Y/n suicidal?" He asked as I gave him a confused expression, "What do you mean?" I asked squinting my eyes at him, "When she was hugging you this morning I saw cuts all over her wrist"

Flash back (Taehyuns pov)

I was standing behind Beomgyu and his girlfriend waiting for them to finish their thing, until Y/ns hoodie sleeves rolled up. I saw cuts all over her wrist, they didn't look fresh they were like scars but they were really visible. Is that why she always wears long sleeves?

End of flashback ( back to Beomgyus pov)

Before I can ask anymore questions the teacher entered. We all sat down as the teacher started explaining.

I couldn't focus on anything the teacher is saying, the only thing in my mind is what Taehyun said. Is it true? Is that why she refused to to pull up her sleeves yesterday?

So many questions were going through my head. "Beomgyu are you there?" The teacher asked with a loud voice trying to get my attention, "Huh? Yeah, sorry I'm not feeling well" I said snapping back to reality, "Do you need to go to the nurses office?" She asked in a soft tone, "No it's okay" I said opening my notebook to take notes.

A few minutes later the bell rang, I was the first one out of class. I walked towards Y/ns class seeing her walk out with her textbook in one hand and her phone and locker keys in the other.