Every second smiling
is another second dying.
You all say life is a gift,
but for me it's a tragedy
that never ends.
For me falling is my only option
i want to spread my wings
and set my soul free
but i can't do that
knowing i'm leaving you behind.
Please stop caring
i can't live like this anymore
leave me alone.
let me sleep forever,
then i'll be happy
and free
