Words fill my mind,
But clog up in my mouth.
Tears fall down my cheeks,
just a way to let it all out.
I can't find the words,
to tell you how i feel,
if i write it out on paper,
it only set off lifes spinning wheel.
crying, cutting
screaming inside all these years.
My attempts to show you
my internal fears.
they render my speechelss
always will
always have.
They will never end,
unless i find the strength
to open my mouth.
