BLANCHE: A Player Can't Fall in Love

PROLOGUE

"Oh c'mon Joie! You should've move on! Forget your first love, your past!" Venus hissed at me. I'd just pout. I tried to forget my feelings for him actually. But whenever I see him, I can't stop myself to like him even more. "Venus, alam mo naman na ilang beses ko na yan ginawa diba?" I asked her, she'd just roll her eyes.

"Yeah whatever. Everytime na sasabihin ko sa'yo na kalimutan mo na ang first love mo, yan ang sasabihin mo. FYI, hindi totoo ang kasabihang 'FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES'. Bakit? Kung totoo yun, bakit may nagmamahal pa ng iba? Open your eyes Joie! You're already 14 and yet you can't still move on?"

I sighed. I can't move on. Ayoko. Dahil baka dumating ang araw na mahalin niya rin ako. I don't want to move on.

Umiling lang ako sa kanya. I heard she let out a sigh. "You're deeply madly in love with him for 2 years. Nagka-boyfriend ka nung grade seven ka but you two lasted for only 3 days."

Yes. Nagkaroon ako ng FIRST boyfriend ko, pero 3 days lang kami dahil.. ewan ko ba? I'd just realized na hindi pa ako handa. Pero habang tumatagal, I don't want to count that as my first boyfriend. Iba ang gusto ko.

"Ang martyr mo talagang babae ka ano? Napaka-LOYAL mo dyan sa lalaking yun! Tch." inis na sabi niya. Then something crossed my mind. "Nanliligaw nga pala sakin si Kean." nakayuko kong sabi kay Venus.

"What?!" I just nod. "Joie, listen to me okay? I want you to be happy that's why I'm going to tell this to you. Kean and his friends are playboy, well except for one. Paglalaruan lang ni Kean ang puso mo, remember Jasmine? He broke up with her two days ago. They're not good to your heart and never will."

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Agad akong pumasok sa kwarto ko at ini-lock ang pinto. Pinulot ko ang lahat ng bagay na nakikita ko sa kwarto at pinaghahagis.

"MGA WALA KAYONG PUSO! HOW DARE YOU TO HURT ME LIKE THAT?! ANG SAMA-SAMA NIYO! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG TO ANYONE! I'D JUST LOVED! NAGMAMAHAL LANG AKO PERO BAKIT GANITO ANG SINUSUKLI SAKIN?! DO I DESERVE THIS?! LAHAT BINIBIGAY KO! EFFORTS AND TIME BUT WHY AM I TREATED LIKE THIS?! MASAYA SA UNA PERO BAKIT ANG BILIS NIYONG MAGSAWA?!" sigaw ko habang humahagulhol. I hate my life.

Wala akong ibang ginawa kundi ang magmahal lang pero kung sino pa yung tunay na nagmamahal, siya pa yung naloloko, pinaglalaruan at sinasaktan.

Lahat ng bagay na nasa kwarto ko, pinagbabasag-basag ko. I don't care! Ilang beses na akong nasaktan, pinaglaruan at niloko pero bakit patuloy pa rin ako? Bakit kahit anong kamalasan ko sa pag-ibig, handa pa rin akong magmahal?! Inaamin ko sa sarili ko, I am such a gullible person when it comes to love. Nagiging tanga na ako! I don't deserve this! Lahat na lang ng lalaki na nakikita ko paiibigin ako sa una pero lolokohin lang ako!

I stood up and wipe the tears off of my face. I shouldn't be a weak just because of love. Alam kong ilang beses ko ng sinabi sa sarili ko na I am a man-hater, na nagsimula noong hindi na ako pinansin ng first love ko pero anong nangyari? Nagmahal pa din ako.

But now, I am saying that I'm a man-hater, no, specifically a Player.

I grabbed my phone and texted Ate Shane.

'Hey sis! I'm now accepting your offer. I'll join the organization of yours.'

After a few minutes, I received a reply from her.

'Wow! Congratulations Blanche! Ano ang nagtulak sayo na tanggapin ang offer ko? Haha. Anyway, you're in and always remember.. A Player can't fall in love.'

A smirk escaped from my lips as I read the message. Blanche. I think ang pangalan na iyon ang magtutuloy sa pagbabago ko. Ayoko na ng pangalang Joie because that name is an opposite of it's meaning. Joie - Joy but the real is Joie - Hurt. Screw that name!

Oh who the hell cares? I'm now Blanche, a player that can't fall in love. A player that will not mess up in her own game.

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Hi :) This is the new plot of my old story that I deleted last time entitled "I'm a Player. I can't fall in love." Sino ang mga readers na naabutan 'yon? ^_^ I hope you'll love this new one. Thank you :)

Okay lang ba? AYIEEE~~