[TW: Implication of assault]
Walking with you to your place
I can barely keep my legs straight
Everything seems so hazy
Except for you and your face
Make back to your bed
Everything's spinning in my head
Only thing that I see
Is you climbing on top of me
"Stop, this isn't right", I protest when you kiss
I want my first time to be special, not a memory I'll miss
"Baby you're mine for the night", you say.
Before continuing the plans you've made
This is wrong but feels so right
This is wrong but feels so right
Maybe if I let it happen it'll be alright
Enjoy your body for the night
Next day I'm afraid
Remembering your smiling face
Feeling alone in my head
Thoughts of you and I in bed
Avoiding you and all your friends
I won't let that happen again
This was so wrong but felt so right
Being yours for that night
What the hell is wrong with me
What the hell is wrong with me
Trying to tell the ones I love
They only laugh and say "yoo got you some"
Feeling so lost, hurt and mad
Nobody cares 'cause I'm just a man
