14th June

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Jisung's POV

I knew it was going to be a terrible day from the moment I opened my eyes and gazed out of the window. The first flood of the Summer had just started and there was a smell of sadness and loneliness in my room.

It was only yesterday when I decided to break my heart myself once again. I had noticed how fast Minho and I were going. We wouldn't probably call each other besties, but we would surely fight whoever hurt one of us. We cared so much about each other and texting felt like the safest part of the day. We would tell each other stupid things and have a serious conversation after five minutes. Once I had told Minho that I hated when I had to take off my nail polish because I didn't like the way my hands looked without it, and there he went immediately saying my hands had nothing wrong and he envied them because they were so beautiful. Kind of a strange compliment from a friend, right?

Well I texted him into it. I just needed an excuse and played my card as soon as I saw the right circumstance. I needed to get out of his life once and for all, because we were clearly about to fall deeper. What would we have done if it was too late?

At least, everytime I asked him to hang out, he would change topic or straight up say he was busy. That was maybe what saved us in time, since my stupid ass wouldn't have noticed sooner that I was about to fall harder in any case. But it was suspicious as well, because he had clearly said he would always be there for me when, in person, he actually wasn't. Suspicious, to the point I thought that maybe, it was his girlfriend to stop him from hanging out with me. Minho had talked various times about her: she was smart enough to understand the signs while Minho remained oblivious as hell. God, I really was in love with the most oblivious guy in the universe.

"hey do you like this shirt?" - vv

*picture* - vv

"idk I found it on Shein" - vv

"yk I'm stealing my gf's account" - vv

"she's smart but not smart enough to notice eheheheheh" - vv

vv - "hun I need to tell you smt"

vv - "it's gonna hurt"

vv - "but we need to stop texting"

"WHAT WHY" - vv

vv - "don't be mad at me please"

vv - "but I think we are becoming way too close"

vv - "I mean cool bc we're friends, but we're going too fast"

vv - "we cannot build a life-lasting friendship in less than a month without even seeing each other irl"

"you're kidding right?" - vv

"it's a prank bc what you just said makes no sense at all" - vv 

vv -  "it makes sense hyung believe me"

"it doesn't" - vv

"what is going too fast in a friendship?" - vv

"is it because I never agreed to hang out with you? If that's the reason then come on, let's hang out, idc" - vv

"you could've just told me you were mad at me for it without making up bullshit" - vv

vv - "Minho..."

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