the war in my head

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Tw- mentions of suicide and war

All I hear is a war
The war in my head
It won't stop
The war is about my thoughts
It changes every second
Music helps calm some things down
But I'm still thinking
Thinking about
life death and the people around me
Most of the time my thoughts win
I want to win but I can't
There to strong
I follow them
To many thoughts
I'm one person not an army
Why can't I win?
I can't loose this war
If I do I might die
Because of me? Yes
Is love I the fight
Not anymore it lost
I was fighting with love
But love only had two people
So that's Three against thousands
No way I could win
This war is to much
I think I'm going to loose it

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