poems

puzzled

I'm puzzled.
I don't know why, but i'm scared.
I'm scared i'll lose the game,
but win it at the same time.

I'm puzzled.
I'm puzzled whether to be me or not.
I'm not trying to be fake
i just don't want to lose them.

I'm puzzled.
I'm puzzled on who i want to be or not.
I want to be a clingy person, 
but i don't know if they like that.

I'm puzzled.
I don't know why, but i need them.
I'm trying to make them stay.
I fear i'm failing to be honest.

I'm puzzled.
I'm puzzled because i don't know
what i need or want.
All i know is that they make me happy.
I want to keep that, but how?

I'm puzzled.
I'm puzzled whether to ask.
Ask, what?

Ask if i can be me.
Ask if i can be clingy.
Ask if i should stop texting them.
Ask if they love me for real.

Because i'm puzzled.