So it's day one. What's first on the list?
1.hanging
Right then.
6:02 am. Eat breakfast, get dressed and go to school. As soon as I walked in, everything became quiet, but I ignored it. I kept walking, till I got pushed to the ground. "Your not dead yet? Gosh it must be hard to lose your little pathetic life! " Olivia said. "Let me go, please.. " I said quietly. "What was that? I couldn't hear you. " Olivia laughed. "Gosh is it THAT HARD TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN TO ME?! " I'm gonna die anyway so why not let it all out.? "Woah, skinny cow can talk? " She said.
after school.
I got home and went in my room. I listened to some music, I decided I wanted to go out, I mean I'm gonna hang myself today, so what's the point. I put on some comfortable clothes and went for a walk. The quiet neighborhood gave me a comforting vibe. When I wasnt in school it was definitely a lot better. I was walking slowly until I saw someone following me. I started going faster, they did too, I started running, they started running. I turned around and screamed : "CAN'T I GET ONE NORMAL DAY WITHOUT BEING HARASSED? PLEASE I'M ABOUT TO DIE SO JUST DO IT! "
I was standing in front of the person and they stopped as I said that.
And with a blink they were gone. I walked back home with teary eyes.
I got changed and went to bed. I woke up in the middle of the night to a glass breaking,I slowly walked down the stairs to see my brother drunk and almost passed out. Here we go again. I cleaned up the broken glass and brought him to bed. "I hate you mina. " He said. Gosh, I really can't do anything right.
So I think it's time, time to die. I took some rope and made the knot. I got up on a stool and put my head in the hole. I got ready to push away the stool and..... Well, die.
I was ready, already pulling away the stool someone walked in.
My brother.
"What. The. Fuck. Are. You. Doing. "
He pulled my head out of the knot and picked me up. "It's nothing. " I said.
"NOTHING? YOUR CRAZY! " Oh.
He threw me out of the house and told me to come in once I'll be normal.
