Get up at 6 am. Eat breakfast. Get dressed. Go to school. Get bullied. Go home. Replay.
My names mina. I'm 18 . I've got piercing blue eyes and black hair. Às you read it up above, that's my routine. I'm lonely and have no friends. I'm ugly. And I have no personality. At least that what they say.
I woke up at 6:13 am today. I ate some eggs for breakfast and headed to school on the bus. I was just listening to some music in my headphones, when suddenly a piece of paper got thrown at me. I uncrumbled it and read the words written on it. "Skinny cow". Although I have a good body, and big boobs I still get bullied for my face. That's exactly why I wear a mask. My eyes are pretty but everything else is horrible. I got off the bus in tears and walked to my first class. It was going well. as I was zoned out, the teacher yelled at me. "MINA! will you listen for once in your life? " "Oh.sorry miss Adams." "your sorry?! Just get out. " "huh?.. " "Yes! Get out! " I walked out of class and into the bathroom. I was sat in one of the stalls as I smelled a familiar scent. "Olivia."
"well well, well.. Is it just me? Or does this bathroom stink?" Olivia said. I walked out and tried to run but got grabbed by my collar. I watched as my shirt ripped. "What do you want..? " I asked her in tears.
"Hmmm.. Let's see. What DO I want? " "Oooh! I know! I want you to die! " She said, followed by a hysterical laughter.
"Listen, I'm gonna give you 3 days to kill yourself, and if you don't, then I'll do it!"
Oh. That's how it is. "Okay." I said. My tears already dried out. " Good girl, now go. " She said as I ran out.
after school.
I got home. Oh shit. I totally forgot my brother got home from Denmark today.
I tried going past him, but I was too loud. He turned around and saw my scars. "mina..GOSH YOU ARE SUCH A DISGRACE
YOU'RE JUST SO WORTHLESS! " Oh. Well whatever.
I went to my room and turned my computer on. I typed in : ' ways to kys. '
1.hanging yourself.
2.rape
3.sh
Which should I choose? Ive got an idea. I'll try each every day and once I succeed, it'll all be gone. All the pain. Everything.
