for all the wrong reasons

11. I'm okay

was in the mood for angst writing, enojy xx

JUNGKOOK POV

"I fucking hate you!" I yelled. I was losing my mind with Y/N and now dad? What the fuck..  "Son, sit down we can talk about this." I laughed, pulling at my hair, stepping farther away from the table. "Don't you dare fucking call me that." I hated him so much. I hated him. Cheating on my mom, fucking around with chicks.. I was just like him, and I fucking hated it. My eyes stung, and my face was a wreak. I must've looked like shit right about now.

"Jungkook please." My mom said. She was crying too and it hurt me to do what I  was about to do. I ran out. I ran like I always did. My dad was marrying off some girl he fucked at a club and got pregnant. Shows how responsible he is for taking action for his mistakes. I didn't bother slamming the door. That bitch inside wasn't worth it. I still had the bottle (idk what it was) April gave me from earlier today. (its night btw) I opened it, expecting liquid but their was powder. Cocaine. (dont do drugs kids..) I picked up some with my finger, and inhaled it. It smelt like shit but I didn't care at that point. I hated my life, I hated everyone in it. Why couldn't I just be happy? What was wrong with wanting that?

Before I could walk further down my street, for some reason I stopped at Y/N's house. What was so alluring about her that I couldn't take my eyes off her? There was really nothing special there, I had met tons of other pretty girls before her but I just couldn't understand why I would pick Y/N over any of them. Maybe because she didn't hit on me? Because I like a challenge? My feet brought me to her door, and I rang the door. Loud racket could be heard from inside. "YOONGI PUT THAT DOWN!" Y/N didn't open the door, instead Felix did? "What the hell are you doing here Felix." Felix smiled from ear to ear, he started playing with the door, swinging it back and forth. "I should have known you'd be onto Y/N already. She's cute, I think I might snatch her before you." Felix giggled at that.

3RD POV

Before Felix could stop messing with the door Jungkook had pushed him inside, shocking Felix and Hoseok and Yoongi who were playing Mario Kart and Y/N who was watching them on the couch while Hoseok and Yoongi were sitting on the carpet in front of the TV screen. "Whoah dude." Felix said in a joking tone, he knew he was pissing Jungkook off. "You're gonna regret messing with me, you bitch." Jungkook hovered over him and fired the first gunshot. He punched Felix straight in the cheek. "You bitch!" Felix said touching his lip, feeling the blood drip off. Felix pushed Jungkook off him but it was useless. Jungkook had got back onto him punching him repeatedly, Felix occasionally throwing a punch or two back at him. "Get off him man!" Yoongi said. Hoseok dropped his control. "Jungkook whats wrong with you!?" He stopped and stared right at Yoongi.

"Whats wrong with me?"

Felix punched Jungkook hard across the face, he was sent flying off him, hitting his head on the floor. "Holy shit! That was wild." Felix said. Although his face was completely covered in bruises and blood he still looked beautiful when he smiled. Jungkook had passed out from that punch, and after Felix spoke he fell and hit his head against the floor too.

"Y/N do you want us to go?" Hoseok said, speaking up. "Take Felix home, I'll deal with Jungkook, it's fine." Hoseok sadly smiled at her, "It was nice meeting you, sorry about Jungkook and Felix, they kind of hate eachother." Y/N laughed at Hoseok's words, "Yeah, I can tell."

YOUR POV

Yoongi and Hoseok basically had to drag Felix's unconscious body out the door. You were surprisingly able to carry Jungkook up the stairs with few difficulties. You dropped him in your bed. You went into you bathroom, grabbing a towel and wetting it. You came back into your room and started wiping the blood away off his face. He suddenly opened his eyes, grabbing you arm tightly, he looked drowsy. "Stay away from me.." His voice was fading and so was the grip he had on your arm, and soon his eyes closed back up and he let go of your arm completely. 

You decided not to question that interaction too much and brushed it off. You got on your bed, lying on the other side of him playing games on your phone until he woke up. He moved a lot in his sleep, you took notice a lot. He turned toward you and stayed there for a solid 10 minutes before opening his eyes tiredly. "Shit my heard hurts." 

Why did he look so much more handsome like this?

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short chap but what up guys im back 🤤❤️