I've been talking to this guy for about 3 years now. And we've had an off and on relationship since we met. The longest we were together was a year. We ended up breaking up a little bit after our anniversary. I think it was me who initiated the break up. I can't remember why though. I do know I still had feelings for him though.
I ended up finding out he had been cheating on me with my friends too, flirting with them and everything. Asking them for butt pics and for them to twerk on video chat. I'd seen it too. But I always thought he was playing until I saw the private messages. I wouldn't have even known unless my other friend decided to tell me because the main girl he was doing it to asked my other friend not to tell me.
I think we got back together and broke up a couple more times before I ended up getting a girlfriend; but we broke up and I got back with him.
We dated for a little while, but broke up because he got with another girl from my school, while we were still together. They stayed together for at most a week or two? I don't think it was very long. I regret it with everything in me and I apologize everyday for it, but I gave him an ultimatum "her or me" he chose me but still... It was shitty.
We got back together, but again broke up. This was my fault, something happened to me and I needed someone. It was something extremely traumatic and I knew he couldn't be there for me, I wouldn't put him through that. I told him what happened but he forgot and I definitely didn't need that. I needed someone to be there for me.
He ended up getting a girlfriend during this time. While he was with her he would send me very inappropriate messages and tell me he was jerking off to the thought of me. This continued until someone took my shit and told him to stop messaging me. Even though they knew I wasn't ready to let go. They did this because they wanted me though (I'll do a story about them later). He then unadded me but I begged him to not block me so I could keep our messages and we got back to being friends. I always wanted more though.
About a month later he asked me out, I was so shocked but of course I said yes. Why wouldn't I? I love him. But a week before our 1 month anniversary he went missing.. I'm so scared, I'm about to message his brother because I'm so worried.
