Love, depression and constant change

Welcome to the 99

You're not out yet as transgender D/n stands for dead name
No one's POV
You, Kevin and Raymond all walk in to the precinct together. It was your first day and Kevin wanted wish you good luck before you started work.
"I hope that you have a productive day and don't get hurt."
"I won't I'll see you at home I have something to discuss over dinner tonight goodbye father." He maintains eye contact before nodding and walking out of the bullpen.
"Everyone is waiting in the briefing room I'll introduce you to everyone." Captain Holt explained.
He strode into the room and stood at the front then you followed in behind him and stood next to the man.
After a blunt and simple introduction the Captain dismissed everyone except one detective. He was an average height with brown messy hair and beautiful eyes that could trap you in them longer than a life sentence in prison.
"D/n you'll be working with Jake Peralta. He's one of our best detective I'm sure you'll work great together." He handed you a file and left to his office.
"I'm D/n nice to meet you." You shake his hand but he goes for a high five.
"Oh sorry cool cool cool." He repeats before shaking your hand quickly and in an disorganised fashion.
"What's your last name if you don't mind me asking? Then we can get started on the case."
"D/n Holt-Cozner. Now let's go." You smiled.
"No way your Captain Holt and Kevin's daughter??" He jumped with excitement.
"Umm yea.." Your heart sank at that last word, it was like a wave of self hatred had ran over you.
Jake opened the case file and flipped through it.
"We need to go to this address to inspect the crime scene." You suggest numbly tapping your feet against the cold floor.

You arrive at the crime scene. There was a girl lying on the floor and a man lay in the bathroom of the apartment dead as well.
"Blow to the head with some form of heavy object? Do we have ID for either of them?" You ask while pointing at the bruise surrounding the bleeding on both victims.
"Yeah Katie Glasgow and David Tember. David is married to a lady called Sophie Tember we should interrogate her see if she knows anything. David was cheating on her with Katie so it could be that Sophie found out and killed them both but we can't be sure." Jake runs through the info we have.
"How did you know he was cheating?"
"His phone doesn't have a password or anything and we found messages to Katie saying I love you babe and stuff along those lines." The brown haired man replied.
"Let's go." You stand up and find her address quickly.

When you arrive at the apartment she opened the door and invited you in. She has been crying, her eyes were red and tears had stained her cheeks.
"Hi ma'am we're NYPD we just want to ask you some questions is this a bad time?" Peralta smiles gently at the lady.
"No of course not." She gestured for us to sit down as she sat on the blue armchair. We sat on the matching blue sofa opposite and Jake put his phone on the table.

An hour later we arrived at the precinct with the woman she had confessed to killing them both and even gave us the murder weapon it was a wooden plank that they had their names engraved into for an anniversary gift. She had taken it with her after killing him and didn't even wipe the blood off of it.
"First case solved in less than two hours." You smile happily.
"And we wouldn't of done it without you asking the right questions and figuring out the cause of death so quickly." Jake added.
"But you were the one who figured out he was cheating and who his wife was."
"And you were the one who found his wife's address in less then a minute." He tried to prove a point.
"Sounds like you both did great. Well done." Captain Holt congratulated you and then walked back to his office without a word. It was starting to feel real. Having your own desk and a partner solving crimes together.
"Well the fun part is over now we have to do the paperwork." Jake rolled his eyes throwing himself into his chair. The wheels skidded across the yellowy floor tiles before he pulled himself into the desk.
"I don't mind paperwork I'll do it." You offer.
"Umm ok I guess but after you're done maybe ask terry to check it for you." He suggested.
"I'll ask Captain Holt he has shared mutual feelings of homework and I'd rather not bother Sargent Jeffords." You reason with him.
"I'm sure you wouldn't be bothering him but sure." He nods and passes you the file.
"Do you need any help with it or do you know what your doing?" You don't respond but give him a knowing look receiving an instant silence from Jake as he put his hands in the air.
You ignore him and start the paperwork typing up all the details. You fingers were clicking away at the keyboard around you there was a cacophony of shouting, tapping of heels and ringing phones, the precinct was loud and crowded and some would say unpleasant.
"I need to ask Captain Holt a question quickly and no it's not about the paperwork." You stand up and turn on your heels towards the captains office. You knock on the door twice.
"Come in." He answers.
"Hello sir."
"Yes D/n what can I do for you?"
"I was just wondering if you knew where my headphones were and if it was ok if I could listen to music while I fill out some paperwork?" You say respectfully.
"Yes Kevin left your headphones with me just make sure that you get your work done." He opened his draw and grabbed a black set of wired headphones before handing them to you.
"Thank you Sir." You nod your head and leave.
When you sit back down at your desk you plug your headphones in and play your favourite song which calmed you down a bit a you were more relaxed while finishing the paperwork when you couldn't hear all the noise.
When you had finished the paperwork you looked up and noticed that it was time to go home, you had spent twenty minutes on the paperwork and could now start grabbing your stuff to go home.