Love, depression and constant change

Dinner time announcement

Still no one's POV
Holt sat in the living room reading a magazine until he heard Kevin shout for you both.
"Raymond, D/n come help me set the table please." You stand up first and walk to help with the police captain not far behind. You start to bring stuff out of the kitchen and place it on the table.
After everything was sorted you all sat down to eat. Usually, there wouldn't be small talk but tonight seemed different and hilt and Kevin both seemed tense.
"So how was your first day of work?" Kevin broke the silence first.
"It was great, me and Jake solved a murder." You reply taking a sip of your water.
"That's great and you're working with Jacob as well." He smiled at you receiving a nod in return.
"What was it that you said you wanted to tell us? This morning you said you wanted to tell us something?" He asked trying to continue the conversation.
"I'll tell you in the living room after I've cleaned up the dishes why don't you go make yourselves comfortable while I wash up then I'll tell you." You suggest trying to pig it off for as long as possible but also excited to finally tell them. They hesitate but nod and excuse themselves.
Hurrying around you start to clear and wash dishes before putting them away. There weren't too many so you didn't take long you skidded slightly on the floor where you had spilt some water so you cleaned it up and brushed yourself off as you headed to the living room.
"Dad (holt), Pops (Kevin). As you know I want to tell you something and it's important that you listen." The dont say anything but the acknowledge what you had said.
"I wanted to tell you I'm transgender and go by he/him pronouns and I prefer the name y/n, I would appreciate it if you would refer to me as such." There was a moment of silence causing an uncertainty which was started to scare you.
"I'm happy that you could trust us enough to tell us you're very brave and we support you completely, don't we Raymond?" Kevin smiled at you then to his husband.
"Of course we do. I'm proud of you son." He stood up. You were so happy and yet you felt like crying at the same time.
Holt hugged you for a few seconds before letting go and then Kevin hugged you.
"We can get your name changed tomorrow and we'll get you a few binders if you'd like. Of course you won't be able to wear them to work due to problems that it might cause." Kevin let go of you and looked you in the eyes happily.
"Thank you so much pops and dad I'd love that."
"Now it's late and we have a busy day tomorrow so I'm going to go to bed I suggest you both do the same." Kevin had started to stride towards the stair case.
Once he was upstairs you sat with your dad for a bit, he was talking to you about binder safety and other things. He had even sent a message to the near by doctors to book an appointment with a gp so you could discuss hormone therapy a period blockers amongst other things.
"Thanks dad." You smile and hug him tightly before resting your head on his shoulder while he read his book.
He was only reading for twenty minutes or so but you had fallen asleep. He decided to reward another chapter so covered you in a blanket hoping he wouldn't disturb you.
Eventually he decided it was time to head to sleep so he tapped you trying gently to wake you up. When that failed he wrapped you in the blanket and carried you like a baby up to your room.

Your room was painted light grey with fake vines and plants decorating it. Your bed was in the right corner as you walked into the room and then you had a small hanging chair and beanbag seating area facing the window against the far left corner wall where you could read and stare at the stars. The door to enter the room was just about level to your bed and next to it was a desk against the wall. Your room hard hard wood floors and had pictures and posters along with some of your own drawing spread across three of the four walls.

Captain Holt placed you down cautiously on your bed folding the blanket from the living room up and placing it at the bottom of your bed. He fluffed up your pillow and tucked you into your duvet. He turned the lights off and closed your door then made his way to his and Kevin's room.

Holt lay down next to Kevin and smiled.
"Y/n fell asleep on my shoulder while I was reading so I had to carry him up and tuck him into bed." He chuckled softly.
"I think he could actually fall asleep anywhere our son. Now I'm tired so let's sleep." He shuffled down so he was lying down properly, kissing his husband on the cheek before flicking off the light and going to sleep.
Raymond did the same.