How come no one heard her when she said 'maybe I'm better off dead? If I was would that finally be enough! To shut out all the voices in my head. Maybe I'm better off dead! Did you hear a word I said? Did you hear a word I said? This is not where I belong and your gonna miss me when in gone'
-sleeping with sirens, Better off dead.
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Today, We leave. We will fight a different war another day.
"coming?" Bellamy ask in an irritated tone while popping his head in Octavia's tent she let me sleep here for a couple of days. "Yeah" I say not looking up I grab my small bag and my knife and walk out I accdently bumped his shoulder. "Sorry" I whisper before walking over to Clarke.
"Ready?" I say she nods "I think so" I give her the best smile I can and walk over to the small fire as everyone finishes packing up. Bellamy tried to reason with everyone but it didn't work they listen to Clarke more, I lift a bucket of water and stare at the fire for a few seconds before I feel a rough hand on my arm I look up to see Bellamy "Here" he says and grabs it he puts the fire out and we start walking, "I'm sorry, Adeline" he says grabbing my hand I stare at it before looking up "me to" I say before walking away from him.
"A wars coming you can't worry about me it'll get you killed"
Bellamy's words linger in my mind. As much as I want to hate him I can't, It'd be considered a crime to hate him.
Octavia and Jasper lead in the front while I stay in the back. Finns helojgn carry Raven out in a stretcher apparently she got shot I can't remember why though.
"Everything will be ripped out from under you" my mothers words linger in my mind, I can't help but think of it now. Bellamy rejected me so of course her words would come back to me. I stare at the cold dirty dirt as we walk. I bump into someone and look up to see a girl she points to the front and I squint just in time to see a metal disk come flying through the air at lightening speed and land in a kids face, If I was on the grounder side I'd be cheering, but I'm not a scream erupts through the crowd along with a cry if pain.
"GROUNDERS!!!!!"
Jasper screams. We all start running back to camp and once we all rush in I grab a sward and hold it close to me as I look around Clarke rushed Raven to the drop ship and bellamy called all gunners to their post. Everyone else has a weapon in their hand some have guns others have swords like me or knifes. I watch Bellamy go through the fox hole along with Miller and Monroe. I see Octavia go through another hole with a kid named Sterling. I quickly sprint towards the fox hole and go through I see them in a box like thing and go in. "It's me Adeline" I say sitting next to Octavia. "Who's that?" Bellamy ask I shake my head and draw my finger across my neck as if to say 'I'll kill you if you tell him!' It doesn't work Octavia smirks as she answers, "It's Adeline" I sigh. "Adeline get the hell out of there" he says I shake my head "She says no" Octavia answers frowning at me and then the box that Bellamy's talking through I think they called it a walkie talk? Or talkie? I'm not sure. "I will drag her into the drop ship if I have to" he growls I glare at it. "Hey Bellamy, Don't worry about me it'll get you killed" I say I hear him sigh. "I'm not discussing this right now, get back to the drop ship or-" he's cut off with sterling shooting "What's going on?!" Bellamy yells.
"Grounders! Everywhere! One! Wait no! Two! Wait! Three! No! Four!" He says shooting my eyes widen,
This is it. Show time baby.
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Ok??? Thoughts? I know it's short but it's longer then last time I think.
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I'm splitting this up in 2 parts! Or three but the plan is 2! I'm so excited!!
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BTW:
I was sad to find no Beline edits :( oh well.
(That's my edit)
