This. This is torture.
I have been here for hours and with every passing second I lose energy.
And I can't handle it.
I've tried screaming, But my throat is sore and I need water.
I've tried getting up but the straps are to tight, And like I said I'm getting weak.
They only come in to check on me. That's it. No food or water. Nothing. Just making sure I'm still alive I guess.
But I did hear about how they found a dead guard in some other clothes or something.
I'm not sure.
I just wish they would end this torture and I could be with Bellamy and tell him I love him.
Bellamy.
My heart Aches at the thought of him.
Every atom, And aching bone in my body miss him. I remember kissing him and how I liked it a lot. I remember the fights we had over ,most the time stupid things. But I remember everything his hair,his eyes,His voice,His attitude, his behavior, I remember him.
I just wish I could always remember him, I know one day ..if I live this I won't remember everything about him. He'll just be someone I loved I probably won't remember his voice, Or the way he used to look at me.
I remember the kids talking when I hugged him, Whispering about us. Saying God knows what.
I look down at my arm and move it slightly wincing because the needles are huge and my arm hurts.
"Alright, Take her back" the woman from earlier says "She's to weak right now, we drained her more than we usually drain them for" she says and they walk towards me and take out the needles I make no move to attack, I'm weak and fragile right now. They could kill me if they wanted to..except for they won't because they want my blood.
Nasty people.
My eyelids are barley open, I bet I don't look to hot either since I've been sitting there for hours my eyes are probably tired and have black circles under them. My hair is probably not that bad just messy.
Oh how I miss Anya and Clarke, I hope they don't kill each other before they come for us. I know they will because Clarke is a strong minded person once she makes her mind up it'll happen one way or another, and I know Lexa will be happy for a war.
She'll be pissed until she gets her people back.
I don't exactly see myself as a grounder now, A grounder is strong.. I've never fit in. I don't have the body to be strong, I don't think like them, I don't act like them either.
Quince was strong.
Vinci, was strong, and thought like a grounder.
I think like me.
I'm just me.
I'm boring, Always getting into trouble, Unsafe, Useless,tired. Girl.
And So much more.
But Bellamy chose me! He did Like me right! He had to! Why would he act like that if he didn't!
Why am I arguing with myself?
I'm losing it.
I open my eyes to see I'm in my cage again. I look over to see the girl watching me. "You look horrible" I nod "You too" she shakes her head smiling a little.
"A man, Is gonna save us all" she says closing her eyes.
I frown.
What? What the heck did they give her??
I want some.
It made her happy. Sign me up!
"Are you talking about Jesus?" I ask confused. She shakes her head.
"Nope" I nod "Alright then" I say and lay down the best I can.
Come on Clarke. Save us before it's to late.
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620 words!!!!!
Ayeeeee.
Sorry I went to 3 birthday party's in a row.
And then started my period.
Yay!! (Note the scarsam)
So, This chapter is eh. But
GUYS!!! WE ARE LOSING READS!?!?! LAST CHAPTER HAD LIKE 18 READS!! 18!!! COME ON!!
TELL ME IF THE STORY SUCKS! I CAN FIX IT!!
DONT LEAVE ME HANGING!!
Makes me mad when people quit reading and don't tell me what was wrong, Like how am I supposed to be a good writer if your scared to hurt my feelings?? I need critics!! Come on!! Correct me when I'm wrong!
Anyways!
I'll be writing a new story part time with (12_haleyr) on her account. So if you like magcon. Then when it comes out I'll tell y'all!!
We literally have been texting since like 2 and it's 2:16 Am she went to bed at 2 then woke up and texted me for a little while and is now sleeping. But we are planning on it being awesome!! Soooooo yeah.
I'm going to Bush gardens next week!!!
For Tue first time!!
Which is weird considering I live in Fl and I have never been to another theme park other than Disney,and animal kingdom.
Like tf??
Anyways!
If you read all that I love you!!
Goodnight my beautiful ugly ducklings!
