012: ( "it was killing me not to go in" )

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THAT moment replayed in your head almost what felt like hundreds of times, you just couldn't loose the thought of him and how he made you feel.

YOU couldn't help but dance to the music you were creating with your voices, humming along to your melodies simultaneously. chris lifts up your hand and signals, waving his hand, offering you to twirl under it. meeting your again not long after and holding you closer, smiling and laughing with you. it's almost like you never wanted that moment to come to an end. it felt like something you'd see in a romance movie, feeling surreal to you. he holds you close to him, swaying back and forth cheerfully, but certainly still quite full of alcohol which soon gave you a headache.

HOWEVER, you become tired quickly. "hey, i'm getting tired, i'll probably just sleep in the spare room." you give the boy a drunken smile and exit the kitchen, not giving him a chance to reply, his hands dropping from once holding you.

CHRIS'S POV:
i lift her hand up and signal her to go under, her eyes meeting mine after a quick twirl. she looks so pretty i think to myself, if only i could just bring myself to say something, she might feel the same. i hold her close, embracing her, her heart beating faster than usual, which made me smile. our intimate moment is interrupted by a mumbly, half asleep kinda voice. "hey, i'm getting tired, i'll probably just sleep in the spare room," she says. i go to respond but before i can she gives me one of her cute, little smiles and exits the kitchen. i stand there for a moment watching her walk away and by the time i decide to respond it was too late,

ONCE i knew she was gone, i couldn't bare to just stand there. i couldn't help but sneak after her slowly and quietly. i inched up the stairs, the odd one creaking, which caused echoes through the entire house. i quickly tiptoed into my room, planning thoroughly what i was supposed to do. "you can't just go into her room uninvited like that chris that's creepy," i thought.

but at the same time it was killing me


not to go in...

authors note:
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