your visions start to go blurry and you can hear the sound of your heart pounding in your ears. "was i having a panic attack in the middle of a car video!? you think but your thoughts get ignored by the sound of nick's voice. "and we have a special guest with us today!" he says as chris turns around and gives you a smile, while matt only has his head semi-turned. nick looks back at the camera but keeps glancing over at chris. worrying thoughts rush through your head and all end up at the same place "matt or chris?" "chris or matt?" you think about what matt told you and take a few deep breaths as you did so, it bought back all the memories of matt. matt helping you with old school work, matt helping you tidying up when it was your go to clean, matt helping you when you were anxious. you sigh and smile a little as you start to feel calmer. you quickly write notes on your phone to tell nick later but you stop and just put your phone down. "i can leave this till later. i don't need the extra worrying right now."
as you look up, chris catches your eye and immediately looks away. your phone then lights up. "why can't he just tell me these things, i mean we are right here?" you think and laugh to yourself. you go to check your phone but matt asks you a question. "y/n what do you think? do you agree with me, or chris?" you were speechless. you had been too busy worrying, you had forgotten that you were even in the van with the others. "chris, he made some good points" you blurt out without even thinking first. matt immediately looks away and chris looks over and holds his stare. you can feel yourself starting to get hot and flustered as he forms his innocent smile into a smirk...
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