Tears Of Love

"Kya tujhe ab ye dil bataye"

Soon nandu joined the top medical institute and today was her first day of college. She was changing her dress and was trying to zip her frock when manik walked inside her room to see her struggling with her zip....he was mesmerized with her beauty and slowly went towards her and started pulling the zip up....

Nandu froze by his action....she saw that he was not trying to zip her dress but was busy caressing her naked back....she knew this was wrong but she couldn't hold herself back and leaned back to him....

Taking this as a chance he pinned her to the wall and nuzzled in her neck....

Both were lost in each other when suddenly manik phone started ringing and both came back to reality...

Nandu pushed him away as tears rolled down her eyes and she ran away to college....where as manik looked at her sadly with tears and thought "if only I could tell you the truth nandu"

Nandu reached college and it was her first lecture when she got another shock....

Bcz she was shocked to see HIM again....while HE was giving a teasing smile to her and introduced himself...

Professor : Good morning my lovely students....I'm your psychology professor Dr Akash Goenka. I'm also the trustee of this college...so beware...and laughed along with the students.

While nandu was irritated by him...

Akash: so today's topic is Regret...I know this will be a new topic to you and maybe some of you won't even know this feeling but you can share your stories here...so for instance let me start by sharing my biggest regret...is that I regret not able to make the girl of my dream fall in love with the me (And eyed nandini with naughty expression)while nandu widened her eyes to which akash chuckled...but on a serious note my biggest regret is I could not save my best friend from committing suicide...that is one of the reason why I took this profession bcz I wanted to help people like HER who are depressed....so any one wants to share something...

Karan : I can relate to this feeling very strongly sir....I regret hurting the most important person in my life....I did not trust her and left her when she wanted me by her side...now she's not with me anymore and I regret not trusting her.

Akash knew that feeling...he wanted to help him as this was the reason why he loved his work...so he replied..

"I can feel your pain Karan...but tell me one thing if that person in your life would have been still there then would you have apologised for your mistake "

Karan: yes sir ...I would have begged for forgiveness...

Akash: what if still that person wouldn't had forgiven you?

Karan: Then I would have let her go for her happiness but I would be atleast in peace for apologizing for my mistake...

Akash smiled " That is what you have to do my friend...apologise to her in your heart and free yourself of your guilt....bcz life is too short Karan...
DON'T DWELL UPON YOUR PAST AND CONCENTRATE ON YOUR FUTURE...

Nandu shot her eyes up and saw akash with tears as he told those words...somehow she felt it was for her...

Dia: Sir my only regret is not purchasing my fav bag in the mall the previous day

All laughed and akash joked "Well miss dia...you can purchase it today"

Dia with a goofy smile " yes sir I will but I hope it's still for sale "

Akash again smiled "if that bag is written in your destiny then you will surely get it....either it's a bag or in your life...you will surely get what is written in your destiny...if not then it was never meant to be"

Nandu just couldn't control herself..all these talks and his words were punching her heart but deep down she knew that whatever he was saying was right...

Akash "ok guys it's almost up but before winding up the session I would like to sing a song and almost every class will end with a song as I'm a great singer as well" and raised his imaginary collor to which all laughed but suddenly there was pindrop silent as the strings of guitar was heard....

Kya tujhe ab ye dil bataye
Tujhpe kitna mujhe pyaar aaye
Aansuon se likh doon main tujhko
Koi mere bin padh hi naa paaye

Yoon rahun chup, kuch bhi na bolun
Barson lambi neendein so loon
Jin aankhon mein tu rehta hain
Sadiyon tak wo aankhen na kholun

Mere ander khudko bhar de
Mujhko mujhse khaali kar de (x2)

Jis shaam tu naa miley
Woh shaam dhalti nahi
Aadat si tu ban gayi hai
Aadat badalti nahi..

Kya tujhe ab ye dil bataye
Tere bina kyun saans na aaye
Aansuon se likh doon main tujhko
Koi mere bin padh hi naa paaye

Mere ander khudko bhar de
Mujhko mujhse khaali kar de (x2)

Haathon se girne lagi
Har aarzoo har duaa
Sajde se main uth gaya
Jis pal tu mera hua (x2)

Kya tujhe ab ye dil bataye
Kyu teri baahon mein hi chain aaye
Aansuon se likh doon main tujhko
Koi mere bin padh hi naa paaye

Mere ander khudko bhar de
Mujhko mujhse khaali kar de (x2)

Aa...

O o aa o..

Everyone were mesmerized by his song and some had tears feeling his emotions and clapped loudly....

Nandu had enough she knew she had to do it...although she didn't like his flirting nature but she knew that HE was the only person who could help her...so after fighting with herself the whole day...she finally knocked on his cabin...

Akash was doing his work when he heard the knock...he frowned...it's late in the evening...almost everyone would have left the college then who was it at this hour...anyhow he allowed the person to come in and was surprised to see nandini....

He saw the way she was fidgeting with her dress...her palm was sweating...a clear sign of an anxiety attack...

He knew the reason for her appearance but he still wanted to hear it from her..

Nandu " I need ....I mean...I want to...to...talk with you"

Note: if you are thinking that manik is cheating and playing with nandini heart then don't judge too soon because manik has many layers...he has hidden soo many secret in his heart which will be unfold as the story will proceed...but for that to happen you guys need to motivate your writer with comments and votes otherwise I'll STOP the book