[My possessive Elite queen]

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Lisa POV

Ok so, lection learned.

I should not get near anyone who's not Jennie, her sister or our friends.

Because if Jennie sees me talking or even walking near a girl, she's going to cut my head off so.

She said she trust me but she doesn't trust the others....

I really don't know how to feel about that.

She's so... possessive and she makes me feel like I'm completely of her property.

Like I'm an object she owns

It's...

Agh....

Maybe it's because I love Jennie so much that I don't really mind her treating me like that...

I mean-

It's kind of annoying and it somehow makes me feel trapped.

But at the same time, from the way she treats me I can see the way she cares.

The way she loves me.

And it makes me happy knowing that she's like that with me.

She acts like I'm her everything and it makes me see clouds...

I know I'm crazy thinking like this...

Enjoying the way she treats me like I'm her object.

But I'm her favorite object

Her favorite obsession

She makes me feel loved and she somehow fills my heart with all the love and affection I always needed from my family.

So I don't care.

I just let her do anything she wants with me.

It's ok.

It's her after all.

Before she left she 'made things clear '

Told me what she likes to see and what she doesn't.

And seeing me around with strangers, or girls, or Nancy, isn't something of her licking.

It's oppressing but I'll follow her anyway.

I already have everything I need anyway.

My friends and her.

So I don't need anyone else right now.

Also, when Nini left, she said that she had some things to do- i wanted to ask her what since she looked so mysterious, but a part of me just told me to mind my own business.

Then she said that after shes finished with her things, she would come to my dorm so we could stay together a bit.

The only thought of us alone in my dorm ecxites me...

I should get ready for it!

I bet she'll be tired when she'll come so I'll get ready for her the best cuddle night!

I'll choose some movies,make snacks, and I'll organize the bed in the way it'll look so comfortable and pretty that when she sits she will never want to leave!