[My possessive Elite queen]

9

Lisa POV

A day passed since me and Jennie kissed.

Well, barely actually.

We were hugging each other when Jisoo knocked on Jennie's office door asking for something i quite didn't understand...and Jennie had to go.

She changed (I didn't watch since i was too embarrassed and she kept on teasing me about that!) And left the room, winking at me.

Jisoo didn't even notice me and when the door closed i changed my clothes too.

Thank God, still no one knows that i have something of too much in my pants.

After i changed i went to my dorm and i didn't speak with anyone else.
I just slept,and now I'm awake,the next day.

I'm actually wondering...

Did something change between us?

She said that she wanted to do that again and i agreed so...

But are we still friends?
Or something more?

What are we actually?

I have no idea...

There's actually a possibility that she woke up this morning regretting everything and now she's probably going to ignore my existence for like,ever.

And this possiblity is actually really big...

I mean,she said that she was interested by me,but what's interesting in a shy intersex girl,that has plenty of Debs to pay, a virgin by the way too,and someone that never ever went to a party in all her life.

Not like she knows any of this,but still i remain boring,how could she even like me?

It's honestly a miracle we're friends,how could we possibly be more...

I shouldn't get my hopes up.

I don't even know what i truly feel for her,this was just so fast...

But it doesn't matter since she probably regrets everything...

"Agh..."
I sight out loudly as i can't get off my bed.

I don't want to see her...

But of course we are going to see each other,what am I even dreaming about, we're in the same damn classroom.
And as long as she doesn't needs to get out to do her work then I'm going to see her all the freaking day!

God...

Maybe I should just get up...

I don't know why I'm even whining, things could have gone worst and my secret could have been revealed.

I should be thankful.

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I'm already at the cafeteria,I'm actually early.

Usually I'm here with Chaeng ten minutes before the bell rings but now I'm here half an hour earlier, Chaeyoung is still in her dorm.

I think the ones to get here first are Irene and Jihyo,but sometimes i see first on the table Jisoo and Jennie too,or sometimes just Jisoo.

I hope this is one of those days when Jennie's late or isn't coming or something...

I walk to our table,and thankfully,the rest of the cafeteria isn't really crowned like when me and Chaeng step in.

Only a few people are here at this hour and I'm actually considering coming here early more.

I do a little prayer and hope she really isn't there.