[My possessive Elite queen]

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Jennie POV

You are going to regret this Jennie...

No...

Lisa will find out

No!...

She'll leave you...

"No!"

I wake up panting. My breathing unregular as I try to understand what's happening.

"Fuck..."

This is the fifth time this weak.

This fucking shit is eating me up....

But what am I supposed to do? I can't tell anyone about this-no one must find out.

Especially Lisa.

If she ever finds out she'll....

....

That can't happen.

I won't let that happen.

I just need to ignore this, all of this. These dreams- Everything.

And I need to fucking stop crying.

"Jennie?"

I jolt up as I hear my sister knocking from the other side of the door.

Fuck

"J-Jisoo?"

I try to hide the pain in my voice but a little sob gets out anyway.

Please tell me she didn't hear that...

"Are you ok? I thought I heard you shouting."

"N-No, everything's fine I... Was just going to change you know? Actually- I'm naked so-"

"It's ok, it's ok. I just wanted to tell you that breakfast is ready."

"Okay I'm.... I'm coming "

I hear her steps on the stairs as she walks down.

As soon as I'm sure she's out of reach, a big sight leaves my mouth, together with an unwelcomed sob.

Stop crying!...For fuck's sake...

Ugh...

I slowly get up, wiping my tears with the sleeve of my pajama, and head to the bathroom.

Entering the room and switching the lights on, a terribile, ugly, with red tired eyes figure greets me.

My face.

"Ugh...this dreams are ruining me..."

More like nightmares.

I keep having this dreams, terrible dreams, of...that woman calling me.

Telling me that what I did was wrong, that I'm going to regret it...