poisonous delicacy

Black Leaf

🔞!!Warning!! 🔞

This story contains:  drugs, blood, poison, violence, and self harm

if you do not like any of these things then this story is not for you 

Takemichi pov: 

" THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE. IT'S IMPOSSIBLE NAOTOOOOOOOOO " I screamed limping down the street, covered in cuts and bruises. I hated it, I hated the feeling of getting hit, the pain doesn't linger for that long but it's still annoying. Especially because it leaves behind things that need to be covered up. ' i had forgotten how useless I was ' I thought slowly walking down the dark streets.

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After a having little talk with Hina, my mood sum what improved, but it didn't last long. As I continued walking down the streets, my body reminded me of the little beatdown I had earlier. my muscles were screaming for me to lay down, the dried-up blood lingering all over my body. I wanted to get rid of it, I wanted to be freed from the pain.

Once I reached my house I imminently went to the bathroom. I grabbed a small red bottle with 

no label on it, and a med kit. I took the two items to my room where I locked the door and closed my curtains. I took my clothes off and started patching myself up, wincing at the pain while I disinfected the cuts. Ones I was done I threw the med kit to some random place in the room. I grabbed the small red bottle from earlier and looked at it for a bit. 

I started to drool as I slowly remove the lid from the bottle. Without a second thought, I threw my head back, swallowing the mystery liquid in one gulp. My body started to twitch as the red Syrup went into my veins. my eyes started to water as my body went completely numb, I lost the ability to move my body how I wanted. I grind as I felt the pain start to build up in my abdomen, the wildfire burning in my chest. I could hear my heart rate increase, and my mind was starting to go blank from the pleasurable pain, and that wasn't even the best part. Even though my body was numb I can still taste the amazingly sweet flavor.

 I don't bother to remember the names of the poisons I research so I give them better ones. the one I drank just now is 'black leaf' it's' a red colored poison that makes your body immobile, It also gives you immense stomach and head pains. It tastes like strawberry tea, It's very sweet and has a bit of lemony zest to it with an aroma that smells of fresh strawberries. it's not one of my favorites, but there's no doubt that it's still amazing. It's called 'black leaf' because it's made out of Sempervivum, it's not poisonous but it's one of the main ingredients. The reason it's not my favorite is that the effects wear off pretty fast, and it makes you nauseous after, but it's not life threatening. 

I do indeed hate the pain of getting hit, I hate it with a passion. But this type of pain is different, it doesn't leave scars, cuts, or bruises. It feels completely different, I like this type of pain, the pain that lingers inside of the body and that makes you crave more. their nothing alike.

I lay back on my bed, facing my ceiling. The grin I held on my face slowly left as I felt the numbness go away. once I regained control of my body I quickly rushed to the bathroom before throwing up into the toilet. I crouched down onto the floor, holding onto the toilet so my aching body didn't topple over. I sat there for a while, puking up my lunch. Once I finished cleaning myself up and went back into my room, I went onto my knees next to the bed, resting my elbows on the mattress while I cupped my hands together, ' time for the daily prayer ' I thought as I closed my eyes. 

" Oh heavenly father, I ask of you to help me keep my secret and to make sure no one stops me from my goal. Amen " I open my eyes and slowly climb into bed and sit there until drowsiness overcomes me.

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The next morning my eyes slowly flutter open as a ray of light peered through a crack in my black curtains. I grown as I forced my weak body out of bed, dragging my feet to the bathroom to get ready for school. I brush my teeth and do my hair, I look at myself in the mirror with a smile.

 ' which one should I try later ' I thought as I left my secluded and empty house.