love or hate (Alastor x reader)

chapter 4

(Alastor pov)

"You really are a simp my dear~" I said chuckling, this was the only moment im glad Angel teaches me random words sometimes, I could see Y/N get up and run to angel to tell him about what just happened and I obviously would be a hypocryte if i eavesdropped but at the moment I did not care.

When I got to the door to Angels room I put my ear to the door and heard there convorsation "ANGEL HELP" Y/N called to angel and I could hear Y/N jump on Angels bed and fake sob into his pillow "What happened toots", "so you know how you said that I should write down all my thoughts about Al.... well.... he saw me writing them" "WHAT?!?!?!? well.... uhhh I have absolutely no idea how to help you because this has literally never happened before".

I back away from the door and teleported to my room and without knowing what to do I punched the wall as hard as I could creating a hole next to the window and I drop to the floor and curl myself into a ball in the corner of the room, I snap my fingers and a red hoodie and black sweatants appear on my body instead of my regular suit it felt nice not to be restricted every once in a while, I heard someone knock on the door, ofc it had to be Y/N right now.

I open the door and when Y/N looked at me their eyes widened and they were absolutely speechless, it was kind of adorable, AL NO. "what is it dear?" I asked softening my smile "uhm well first of all I am sorry about earlier and the uhh... book and second of all, I could hear you at the door to angels room and I just im sorry I need to control my emotions bette-" I cut her off by hugging them tightly and refusing to let go "its okay darling~ it dosnt matter to me if you feel those things twards me love, and if writing stuff down helps you contain it than thats okay, but I know one thing that helps is actually talking to the person so why dont you come in and you can tell me everything thats on your mind okay?" I let go of them and closed the door making sure no one was in the halls and I walked into my room with them.

(Y/N pov)

When he hugged me i was absolutely speechless and when he told me that I could tell him everything I put the dirty stuff to the back of my mind and only thought happy things about him wich made me blush a little. I sat in his bed and put his blanket over my legs and he sat beside me, legs crossed showing who he actualy was behind his creepy smile, he stopped smiling and just listened, he truely is the best "Well... when we first met I guess you could tell that I liked you considering my first words were that you were pretty, but um my mind goes through so many thoughts about me and you, and I absolutely love being your friend I never want that to change, and if me liking you makes it akward then I will hide it as best I can, but I can never stop thinking about you, and today when I went to take a nap I could hear you crying after what happened, and again today you heard me talking with Angel about you and you punched the wall, and knowing im part of the reason for this breaks my heart, seeing you trying to figure everything out hurts, but I know you can do it, and im still sorry about all the drama thats been happening today."

After I told him that I heard him crying he lifted his legs to his chest and wrapped his arms around them, I could see he was sad and angry that he cant control his emotions as well as before, but when i reasured him he would get through this he smiled a little, I missed his smile.

(Alastors pov)

While they spoke so many emotions hit me like a rock but I knew I had to keep them contained, I didnt want Y/N to worry, everything she said about me was right, when they spoke about how they felt about me my heart skipped a beat, wich scared me a bit but I just kept listening, when she was done talking a tear ran down their face and mine, I grabbed her hand and squeezed it... then I leaned in... and kissed them.

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ok i know we have only known Al for a day but... i. dont. care. FLUFF IN NEXT CHAPTER HEHEHEH