안녕, 나야.
(Hello, it's me.)
되게 오랜만이지?
(It's been a while.)
나 읽어려고 쓴 편지들 일기장에서 많은데.
(I've written a lot of letters for myself to read in a diary.)
여기서 처음이다.
(So this is the first time I've written here.)
마지막 쓴 시는 20살때 썼으니까,
(Since the last poem I wrote (here) was when I was 20,)
20살 Rain한테 편지 쓸거야. 괜찮지?
(I'll wrote a letter to my 20-year old self. Is that alright (Rain)?)
너.. 어떻게 지내? 많이 힘들지?
(How are you doing? Pretty rough ain't it?)
나야 뭐.. 생각보다 더 잘지내고 있어.
(Me? I'm doing better than I thought.)
많은 일들, 슬픈 날 그리고 우울한 날들도 생겼지만, 이상하게.. 나는 괜찮아.
(Many things, sad days and even depressing days has occured to me but strangely, I'm okay.)
많은 인생도 잃어버렸고 (고양이 키웠는데 사라졌고, 이름 암피라고 되게 귀여워. 그리고 사촌오빠가 많이 아팠고 돌아갔었어..; 사촌오빠 일은 많이.. 후회하지말자. 니땃 하지말고.. 니 행동 때문에는 아니야.) 많은 친구들, 소중한 사람도 잃어버렸는데..
(Lost a lot of lives, (Raised a cat but missing. His name is Ampi, he's cute. My cousin was very sick and died.; Don't regret it so much. Don't blame yourself. It's not because of what you did.) Lost a lot of friends and precious people.. but..)
한번 퐁퐁 울면 괜찮아더라고.
(Once you cry everything out, it's gonna be okay.)
아님 괘찮아려고 노력 하고 있는건가?
(Or maybe I'm trying to be okay?)
평소보다 많이 울지 않고 좋아하는 노래들도 다 즐겁게 들어.
(I don't cry often these days too and I enjoy music I listen to.)
내가 힘들게 번돈으로 좋아하는 것들을 그냥 막 샀더라? 후회가 조금 있긴한데 열심히 일하고 있으니까 다음부터는 좀만 사지뭐 ㅋㅋ
(With the money I've worked hard for, I bought everything I want? I've kind of regretted but since I worked hard, next time I'll try to spend less.)
그러니까 2년만 더 버티자! 너 할수 있을거야! 이프로도 좋은 한국 가수분들 알게될거야 너. 저 사람들 너한테 도움 될거고 친구가 될거야.
(That's why you should wait for 2 more years. You can do it! Also, you will know about some korean singers. Those people will help you. They will become your 'friend'.)
스트레이키즈라는 그룹인데, 한번 만나게 될거야. 행복할거야. 그리고 너 고양이 하나더 생겼는데 이름이 토미라고, 깜찍하고 말듣지 싫은 고양이야. 많이 앵기고 안기고 싶어하지만. ㅋ
(It's a group called Stray Kids, you will meet them once. You will be happy. Also, you've got another cat named Tomi. He's adorable and doesn't like listening though he likes being pet and hugged.)
아프로는 뭘 어떻게 해야할지 모르겠지만 그래도 지금은 살려고.
(I don't know what to do in the future but I'll live for now.)
트레인 투 파라다이스는 나중에..
(Let's do train to paradise later..)
버티고 힘내자!!! 사랑해!
(Endure a bit and be strong! Love you!)
- 22살 Rain -
