destiny hugged her knees to her chest, staring blankly out of her window.
destiny felt empty... like there was no one in her life that truly understood her or wanted to see her above everyone else in their lives.
amber used to fill destiny's void, or at least cover it. these days amber was always hanging out with chris and destiny couldn't blame her, she wasn't going to hold amber back because she wanted her to fill the void only a relationship would fill.
destiny wondered if this meant that after so many years of waiting for her turn, was it finally time for her to start searching for her own relationship? the past six years of her life had been dedicated to amber and chris' relationship.
it wasn't like destiny could go through a phase like amber did. if destiny dared to post herself smoking or drinking or vaping her whole audience would probably leave her.
amber's audience is pretty used to amber sharing everything about her life, regardless of what people would have to say about it.
fans always assumed that destiny was the golden girl. the girl that never did anything wrong, was super sweet and had an annoyingly good secret talent.
this wasn't true though. destiny was just.. destiny. she liked drinking and being in a car with all the windows down. she liked feeling the wind flow through her hair. it always made her truly feel alive.
she always wished she'd meet a person that could make her feel that way.
so when she met matt? she didn't know how to feel.
she was always sneaking out of her bedroom window to go meet up with him. they'd drive for hours and talk about everything.
she just hoped he wouldn't leave her like everyone else.
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wessy hey des, u good?
dessy yea i'm fine
wessy idk what u think this is.. but im not amber. u can tell me abt matt
dessy its not even about that
wessy why won't you just tell her? i don't think she'd care if she knew y'all were staying friends
dessy god i hope not, idk tho i just dont want to.. she was so happy for me.. i dont wanna ruin it
wessy well then i think you should text matt. see where you stand.
