College with Him.

Chapter7: Friends?

Hyunjin/POV

It soon became 3rd period. At this point i was having real anxiety. I was overthinking what would happen and what would be said. My leg was shaking fast and i was biting my thumb. I couldn't even focus on the professor. Ig it was really bad bc chaeryoung tapped my shoulder.

Uhhh hyunjin wats wrong look like your freaking out a bit

A bit??? Im TOTALLY FREAKING OUT!

Professor: mr.hwang

Sorry mr park.

Hwang whats wrong you can tell me

I..i.

I could feel my eyes shaking my brain decoding to tell her or not.

You...?

I um *whispers even more* i had umm i and boomchicabangbang with a male and im freaking out bc he wants to talk at lunch

Was it a one night stand?

Idk chae like i was just in the mood and i couldn't control myself i don't know if i want to date him or not ive never dated a male

ok so you took a male for a ride LN and he wants to talk to you later at lunch, but your scared bc you think hell ask you out?

Yea ig you can out it that way. I just don't know what to say like he's cute and all but...

You think hes cute???😉

i mean he is but that's not the point

i think yall should talk abt how you feel and what your relationship will be if you don't know of dating him tell him that if your not ready but what to d8 him tell him tell him what your feel

But i don't know what i feel.

You will once yall meet to talk.

A while passed and it was now lunch i went to the dorm and after taking a deep breath i slide my card enter the dorm and lick the door. I sit on the floor as i wait for felix.

Felix/POV

I finished dancing with jeongyeon and nayeon and started to head to the dorm. I was very nervous. I still don't know what words to come out my mouth. I enter the dorm and see hyunjin on the floor. He looks up and we make eye contact.

Umm let me shower and change i just got finished dancing

Oh ok.

I took a nice warm shower and changed. I then sat in front of hyunjin looking at his socks. I start to say...

so um abt last night ... I just want to share my thoughts... I like you and i know you most likely don't like me back which is perfectly fine. Id i move on i could just go to changbin you may not want to talk to me ever again so ill-

Felix

Yea?

Look its not that i don't like you i think i do but im not sure i mean your cute... But

But?

I don't think im ready to date rn i still have to fogger out if i really do like you,.. If i do like guys. No wait i mean i like you but i don't-.

Hyunjin, just say what you want to say

He looks at me with needynesz. Like he wanted something but couldn't have it, or didn't know if he could.

I think we should continue on as friends i think its for the best

Hyunjin/POV

i saw him lower his head as his eyes started to water at a fast pace  i scoot closer to him placing a hand on his thigh

hey hey im not rejecting you or anything i just need some time to realize what i  really want

I pull his head up by his chin

And i do want you felix

Then why wont you date me

Bc im not ready... But i will be i promise you just have to wait. Ok?

His eyes lower down to the floor

Ok

My alarm then goes off and i look at the time

O shoot im gonna be late

I get up and get my bag and shoes on

Ill be back and ready felix i promise

We both smile at each other and i  head to class.