College with Him.

I cant stop thinking about you

Felix Pov

I was sitting on the cool hardwood floor. Not sure who or what i was waiting for. Was i waiting for hyunjin? Fo him to enter the room pick me up and have me in the tightest hug, telling me he loves me. I don't know. Maybe. Or maybe im just delusional. Yea that's it. I am delusional. I was still staring at the floor when i heard him enter. The door shut close, him taking of his shoes and and standing for a while. He walked over and tried to go to his bed. But i made him stop in his tracks.

Listen. I think i do actually like you. And i think you like me 2. Or maybe i am just delusional.

Felix i told you-

NO

I stand up, looking at him with sadness,anger, and confusion in my eyes. My voice cracking every so often

Dont say you need TiMe. You should be saying YOU LOVE ME. THAT YOU CANT LOVE WITHOUT ME. YOU SHOULD BE HOLDING ME IN YOUR ARMS AND NEVER BE WANTING TO LET GO. Dont say when your ready. I am ready.... but since your not,

I walk up closer yo him. So close we could kiss.

Nothing and i mean NOTHING happened between us. We never kissed, never hooked up, never cuddled,I NEVER LIKED YOU.

I turn heading to my room. But he grabs a wrist. I yank it

What hyunjin

You cant,... You cant say that

And why not. Because last time i checked you didn't even know if u were into boys. AND NOW THAT I THINK ABT IT YOU PROBABLY JIST USED MW FOR PLEASURE. I SHOULD HAVE NEVER SAT ON YOUR LAP SHOULDA NEVER LET YOU KISS ME AGAIN SHOULDA-

FELIX. ISTG IF YOU DONT STFU. I AM TRYING OK I AM. I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU. This is becoming to toxic. Why cant we have a normal conversation?

Oh idk maybe bc we fucked and you said YOU DIDN'T WANT TO DATE ME

Thats NOT MY FAULT. YOU BEEN NONE YOU WERE GAY. BUT ME IDK.WHAT IF I DO LIKE YOU. I HAVE TO FIND OUT FELIX

Well you don't have to find out anymore.

I turn and go in my room. I pack up a weeks worth of clothes and other things i needed.

what felix, what are you doing

I open the door.

Leaving

I slam the door. And walk to my car. I didn't know where my destination was, but j don't care. I needed to be anywhere other than in the presence of hyunjin.