"you're repulsive."
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"and you just love it, don't you?"
she/her pronouns
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unedited as of right now - sorry if there are errors!! -
the act af attempting to kill another harbinger is an act of treason, usually punishable by death. sometimes i wish i had simply received that punishment, but that would be too kind. i don't deserve that kindness.
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that day haunts me. the day my brother was murdered by the boy i thought i loved. the day that i attempted to murder that same boy. he wasn't the boy i thought i knew.
my life was destroyed because of him.
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i remember stepping into my brothers bedroom so vividly. the blood spread around the newly created crevice in his throat. the blood on ajax's hands.
i remember launching myself at him in pure rage. i remember disarming him. i remember tackling him to the ground, lodging that knife into him. time felt as though it was in slow motion. and yet i only got him once before getting knocked out.
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i remember waking in the cold in shackles. though at the time i remembered nothing. "you're awake." my mothers voice awoke me from my hazed state, the dim lighting outlining her indomitable figure as she stands at the entrance of my cell.
a cell. you were in a cell.
she continues "you know, normally i would have to kill you for this. but i supposed you aren't normal, yes?" she takes a pause as if awaiting response. i give nothing. "i mean, what kind of mother would i be if i killed my only daughter?"
as if she took parenting into account.
silence engulfed the damp chamber, a silence in which allowed my thoughts to run wild. was ajax also imprisoned? he couldn't be dead because he was not a harbinger before committing to the murder of my brother. yet because i tried to kill him and his fresh harbinger status i am now suffering the consequences.
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his intelligence is baffling.
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"utterly disappointing renobok, i thought you were smarter than this" she whispers before stepping towards me. the moonlight from the window above me reflects onto her figure before me and i now see that she has a knife. she's not going to kill me, she's going to make me want to be killed.
