ERRONEOUS

The heart knows what it wants.

Namjoon  looked at the sleeping figure of his wife, his eyes void of any emotion. He looked at her petite figure. And his eyes landed on her wedding ring, was their wedding ring?

How his life ended up like this? Doesn't he deserves to be loved?
Doesn't he deserves to be careed?
Some people are born blessed, like the first ray of sunlight. Always happy, always loved. But some are child of darkest night and hurricane. Always on run. Never to love.

Namjoon excepted it long ago, that there is not a moon for him who can brighten his darkest night. So he surrendered himself to life. A person can't fight alone for long time. He was tired.

Changing his clothes, he grab his bike eyes. He wants to run somewhere far away. He can stole some moments for himself from the embrace of time.

As he start the engine, it feels like his heart leaped in joy and the mansion vanished behind. He was gone, not thinking about the pair of eyes, who was searching for him. And the heart, which was gone with him.

Seokjin slides with the pillar , sitting at the lanai. He buried his face into his knees, tears welling in his eyes.
How much he can betray his heart, and pretend  he was happy. The heart knows what it wants always.

If nam joon took a dagger and took out his heart from his chest. It will heart less, rather than this  Sillehoute wall between them.  This moon will never have a sky of his own.

He wiped his tears, and entered into his room and the pillows  upon the bed neatly just like a slap of reality on his face. He took the pillows and put them on couch. He laid on his bed and closed his eyes, hoping  for the dreams that would never came true.

Jungkook look at the sleeping figure in his arms. Tae hyung was sleeping with open mouth and drooling on Jung kook's chest. He cooed looking at the sight. He doesn't know what future hold for them. Will tae ever choose him again? Will he be the one who will be with him in future? He doesn't know the answer of the question s. But he will treasure these moments.

He softly kissed tae's forhead. And buried his face into Tae's hair inhaling the familiar strawberry fragrance . His heart was at peace.

Nam joon looked at the sea in front of him, whose waves were lured by the moon. And it lookes like the sapphire was dancing with the waves.  At the dark night, without any caring the sapphire of moon and waves were making love in each other's embrace. Knowing very well, the sea will be with sunlight and moon will leave without any trance on next dawn....

Nam joon touched the neck lace which he always wears around his wrist. He gently touched it and tears landed on it. He gently kissed it and looked at the view in front of his eyes, losing himself in the symphony of love.

As the first ray of sun spread on the canvas of sky, Nam joon returned home. It was still early morning, so everybody must be asleep. He mindlessly walked to his room, when his attention was caught by the opened door of guest room.  He doesn't even know when he found himself standing in front of the door.

It was kim seokjin's room. He wonders how long they will be kept things hidden from him. What he witness yesterday was just a glimpse of the secret of this mansion. He was about to walk away, when a whimper reached to his ears.

He walked into the room and a faint smile came upon on his lips. Seokjin was sleeping like a baby in white sheets. The duvet was half on the floor, and half on the bed. "He kicked it in sleep" Nam joon thought.

Seokjin was sleeping in a fetus position in that cold room. And the saffron hue of the sky was making his skin glow. Nam joon was really enchanted for a moment.

As another whimper heard, his trance broke. He picked up the duvet and covered seokjin in it. And seokjin sighed feeling warmth, his body relaxing.

Nam joon also closed the curtains so the sunlight doesn't disturb him. But as he was about to walk away, something caught his eyes. Seokjin was not wearing his engagement ring.