ERRONEOUS

Asympotets

Nam joon was reading the papers trying to concentrate on them. But Seokjin's teary eyes were roaming into his head.  Those eyes were laced with vulnerability , innocence and care. The tear striken face  was coming into his mind making him restless.

Nam joon dropped the pen on table and leaned back closing his eyes. When seokjin hugged him, it felt so foreign yet so warm. The tingling sensation was not leaving his mind.
" Seokjin " He muttered tasting the name on his tongue.  He took a deep breathe and look at the glass window.

The sky wrapped itself in a gray blankets. At it was November, it was the beginning of winter, it was serene.
Many people loves spring and rain but it was winter who connects them both, always behind them. The one who carries longing and Soltiude with grace but the winters was the most who felt like home, looking at him with longing eyes.

Seokjin couldn't comprehend when tae picked him up from the Kim's and what he was talking about. He leaned at the glass window looking outside. His mind invaded by thoughts of Nam joon.  For the first time, he felt like a stranger in Nam joon 's life. Who he was kidding?  He was a stranger in his life. It's not like Nam joon will ever know that there is someone who is dying of his unrequited love for him.

The love which kills him every day but also the one who kept jin alive. Like the sweetest drop of poison. Nam joon will never know. Never...

" Look at you, spend your first day there. But you already looks like some one killed you" Tae commented.

But seokjin didn't replied, his eyes were still outside. And that irked tae the most. He tighten his hold on steering wheel. And he was more determined. " This marriage will not happen. No matter what".

Seokjin and Nam joon were like asympotets they will get closer and closer but will never meet.

Jimin curled himself into a ball, the tears were flowing wetting the pillow. He hates himself, when he saw the hurt and helpless in hoseok's eyes. But he was hurting too. He felt an arm holding him from behind.  And someone kissed his neck. Turning around he buried himself into yoongi's chest.

" Yoongi" He sobbed really hard and yoongi tighten his hold onto jimin  letting him cry his heart out. He knew the situation was getting out of hand.

Hoseok press his head against the door, his heart clenched hearing jimin's sobs and sniffing. He wants to go and hold him .

" Don't you trust hobi" Yoongi asked combing jimin's locks with fingers.

" I do" Jimin hiccuped.

" But " Jimin says in a muffled voice.

" But what, love" Yoongi asked.

" But when I saw her with him, I felt like my whole world was burned in front of my eyes and I couldn't do a thing.  It was was---" Jimin wailed again between his hiccups. 

Hoseok twisted the knob and opened the door and he collapsed on the floor looking at the gut wrenching site. Jimin was crying ,his face soaked with tears., and was trying to speak but in vain. He can't form even a single word only coherent words were heard.

Yoongi hold jimin and looked at hoseok who was sitting there, he was not crying but his eyes they gave away.  For the first time, he feels the helplessness. How their relationship was going into shambles....