Soulmate (Raura/R5 FF)

Chapter 3

First Person– Ross' Point Of View

Arriving to the party has made me feel kind of insecure. My palms were getting sweaty and I, myself am actually getting extremely nervous.

I had no idea what would lie ahead of me, but I strongly hope that I don't let history repeat itself for the millionth time and fall quickly for any girl here.

But at the same time, I hoped that my closed-off attitude wouldn't put an impression to anyone as me being rude.

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It's been 2 hours since the party began, and I actually found myself enjoying this event.

I just passed by dozens of people partying, and thankfully they treated me just like I was in the same level as them.

However, I was kind of disturbed though by the half-naked girls that were wandering around my brothers, and occasionally, around me.

But all in all, I could say that I sort of had a blast here.

Maybe I should get out more often in disguises like these. It's so liberating and it's been a while since I've had this much fun.

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I seriously have no idea if it's just fate playing with me or if the world really hates me at the moment because the next thing I know, I bumped into this 5 foot 2 brunette who seemed lost right now.

At first, I was mesmerized at such beauty that stood before me, but I assumed how it could just be the overtaking hormones or the glass of beer that my brothers forced me to drink, so I decided to shake it off.

But being the kind gentleman I still somewhat is, I helped her get up and flashed an apologetic smile for my stupid move.

She nonchalantly replied how it was okay and as I looked to observe her face- she reminded me of someone, but I couldn't lay my finger on who.

I then started to have a little debate with myself.

She really looked so familiar.

Maybe she reminded me of some celebrity that I used to idolize.

Maybe she reminded me of how she looked like one of the girls I used to date.

Maybe she was one of the girls that I dated, but stomped on my heart.

But somehow, at the same time, I had an aching feeling that she wasn't one of them.

I just had to find out, but at the same time, I had to sound subtle. I wouldn't want her thinking that I'm a player, even though she may or may not know who I am.

As I snapped back to reality, I noticed her rambling on and on about her pet dog.

How did she go to that topic all of a sudden?

"And so I accidentally stepped on my dog's tail and-"

As she continued to spontaneously speak, I grabbed my phone out of my  back pocket and wrote out so that I would mask my identity, "Do I remind you of anyone you used to know?"

I tapped her shoulder and showed her the phone.

She shook her head.

I then continued to type on my device.

"Oh, and not trying to meddle with your personal life and all, but have you ever dated anyone, famous?" I tried to subtly type out to her, but failed as she started laughing her eyes out.

"Um, no. I've never dated anyone haha. I'm too awkward and quirky for boys." She tried to say, with in between laughs.

Oh, then why do you remind me of someone I know, then?

My subconscious asked. Thankfully, I kept my thoughts to myself, and I didn't type out all my emotions and thoughts right away, or I would've come off as a creepy stalker to her or something.

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A few minutes after awkwardly 'conversing' with her, we finally broke the ice, sort of, to the point of exchanging phone numbers.

Well, given how we were literally communicating through my phone and her speaking, I couldn't quite really get to know her as a person.

But I did strongly appreciate how she didn't question why I chose to type on my phone rather than talk to her, even when there were moments when I almost said something that could've demolished my identity and she clearly noticed and made her aware that I wasn't mute.

Additionally, as I typed to her more, a pain in my upper body ached, reminding me of someone that I used to be close to, and that was when I realized what I was doing.

"Okay then... Um, bye." I briefly and abruptly stated, brushing pass her, forgetting that I spoke to her instead of texting or typing out to her

"Aren't you going to celebrate with the rest of us, here? I mean, you're lucky that R5 invited you here." She called out, unfazed by the fact that I just spat out actual words to her and not typed and texted it to her, and of course, I merely ignored her statement and continued my fast-paced walking.

But that's when it struck me.

Of course, people who came here were invited by me family. Maybe one of them, knew who she was and why she reminded me of someone that I used to know so badly.

Frankly, I have no idea who she could be. If she was a good or bad person that I encountered in my life, but for some reason, something in me was continuously telling me to find out.

But I also remembered how I couldn't go in the VIP section of the party to talk to my family.

So I decided to wait.

Wait for this celebration to come to an end so that I could interrogate them and see who this person may be because I wanted to satisfy the craving in his head of knowing such and to finally ease the pain that my chest area has been feeling.

I just needed to know.

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Hey! How's the story coming off so far? I'm sorry for the lame and cliché chapter, oh and the little cliff hanger. Anyways, so I guess most of you guys heard of the upcoming 'World War 3' with the R5 'family' lately. I seriously want this all to stop. Can't I wake up to a drama-free day? Honestly, I'm just going to lay low with this and not fight back, but I seriously don't know if I should continue writing Raura stuff because of what happened, but don't worry. I'm trying to convince myself to forget about it and just write and continue to ship Raura and how Raura isn't dead. I mean, after Kellington broke up, Rydellington happened, right? So yeah.

QOTC: So I'm thinking of writing another fanfic (even with the Rourtney drama lol) to get my mind off things, and I want you to pick. Do you want it to be an Auslly or Raura story?

AOTC: that's for you guys to answer hehe.

Anyways, don't forget to vote and comment and till next time! xx

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(EDITED– RAUCAYA 2016)