You know, I never thought i could be
So emotionally
Unavailable.
Felt like an ability
For once no sensitivity
Emotions in slow motions
made me kind of cry
made me realize
Sitting on that chair, a nice drink in my hands, looking at this perfect stranger I dated for the night. But it didnt feel right.
Because it wasnt you. And i still fucking love you.
You know, I never thought I could be
So emotionally
Unavailable.
Felt like an ability
For once no sensitivity
This sensitivity you loved once
This sensitivity you hated then
Emotionally unavailable
Emotionally unreachable
Emotionally unpredictable
