Kinda sad for this guy
Who never learn how to show his emotions
But some days for some reasons was the sweetest boy on Earth
Just waking up and feeling his whole body already snuggling and cuddling me
Or had his hands trying to tie my hair while i was making the dinner
And coming back from work with some delicious treats from our favorite bakery
Kinda mad at this guy
Who could love me correctly
Who was full of anger and impulsivity
Making me cry all my tears and never really apologies for it
Saying horrible things to regret them after
Shutting down while I needed him the most
Begging and screaming at him to express his feelings
Kinda lost without this guy
Invest my whole damn self in this dude
Who maybe loved me but wasnt ready to dated me
Kinda and him because since the begging
He knew and yet made me stay
To suffer more day after day
Can't imagine a life where he doesnt existe
To have someone to fall asleep with
And to text good night and morning every single day
Learned how to fall in love with you
Will learn how to fall out of love for you
