TW: SENSITIVE TOPICS, SH, SUC!D3
[Then...Fox looked at me]
Fox: "..Meg?""Fox- I remember it now! Ow-.."
Joy: "Meg sit down, you're forcing yourself too much-"
"I'm telling you I'm fine! I don't need help Joy"
Joy: "Yes you do! Sit down."
I just sat down, quiet. I'd never beat her.
Bon: "Holy shit- you're - what-"
Spring: "Wait what do you mean by you remember?"
"I remember everything! All of you- when Chica and I fought, Bonnie scaring me and Joy, me and Fox dating, everything!"
Fox: "Oh my god..."
I got up and hugged him, more tight than I'd ever hugged him before. I didn't want to lose him.
I felt his warms wrap up around me and his face hidden in my shoulder, I heard very low sniffles.
Oh my strawberry..how I've missed you.Joy: "I was the one sending the letters."
"You what?"
Joy: "Just thought I'd let you know."
Fox: "I can't believe it.. I thought you'd never remember me again."
After that, it was just a lot of hugs and all.
After weeks of complicated stuff, I was back to living a "normal" life. Except now me and Fox were very clingy to each other, and nobody would leave me alone because they were scared I'd faint again. Even tho I got that problem fixed.
Funny how all that happened..and nobody realized my mental problems. But I'm getting better, so I don't even need to tell anybody.
Them being so clingy.. principally Fox..is allowing me to slowly heal. At least I'm sure I'm not gonna be abandoned.
I was finally singing again too! And my music quality went up.
But, just as I thought everything was fine, problems started to appear.
And after a while..me and Fox fought. He stopped talking to me.
All the progress I made went to hell, and I suddenly wanted to die even more. Even after that scaring experience at the hospital..
"This view is so beautiful.."
???: "It is isn't it?"
"What the-"
It was Deuz..
Deuz: "Hi princess!" He sat beside me on top of the bridge.
"Hi, what are you doing here?"
Deuz: "Was gonna jump off, but guess today isn't my day. You?"
"Lol same."
Deuz: "What? You??"
"Yeahhh"
Deuz: "Tell me why, I'm here to listen"
"I wouldn't trust ya but I guess you're the only one here right now. Well..I was having some mental problems before my accident. I was cutting, and I wanted to die. I had my accident and was pretty scared, I could hear people. I heard two girls, talking how nobody loved me. But, everything was fine when I woke up. But now everything's falling apart..and I want to die again. I just don't want to survive and end up in The hospital."
Deuz: "I get you.."
"Like... sometimes it's so much. And in the end I'm always the villain."
Deuz: "I don't think so.."
"That's just because you like me-"
Deuz: "Yeah, but also because I get how it is. Look I'm called a villain, because well..you know why. You don't act like me at all. I mean, sure you're cold sometimes but that doesn't make you a villain."
"...I don't know, Deuz...I'm tired. Really tired."
Deuz:"I know." he hugged me "Don't kill yourself yet. Wait a few more weeks."
He then left. I just looked at the sky and got up.
[I looked at the floor, from up there on the bridge, standing on the edge.]
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Forgotten Misery(Fnafhs, Foxangle)
RandomA Foxangle story with a lot of angst. It's an au of mine, of course. I'd say more but it'd spoil everything. It's the second time I'm writing this because I lost all my progress