Double Star.

24: Friends Forever.

POV Ashley:

 -« Have sex ». I said casually. I tried to kiss him but; he turned his face to the other side.

-« Oh, come on! You wrote me a poem but don't want to fuck me? ». I whined, pulling his bottom hem. He widened his eyes at my dirty word, and I surprised him by putting my lips against his. His tongue was warm and sweet. I hugged him tighter with my arms around his neck and felt his member aroused against my body.

-« I...». He moved his lips from mine with difficulty, and I frowned.

-« Don't get mad at me ». He said, glancing at my upset face.

-« What's wrong? Why you don't want to ? ». I asked, moving from his lap to the place next to him on the bed.

-« I've never done this before, Ash ». He declared after a moment, avoiding my gaze. I blinked and stared at him with my mouth half opened.

-« So you're a virgin? ». I giggled, amused by his cheeks set ablaze and his reluctant eyes, and he nodded.

-«And what woman wouldn't want to be your first time? ». I said, wrapping my arms around his neck again.

-«You don't know that. What if I'm not good enough? What if I screw up and don't know what to do? If I don't please you enough? It will devastate me, just like the kiss, Ash ». He ran his hand through his hair, and I stared at him, confused about his words. Does he truly think I didn't like our kiss?

-«Your kiss felt different». I answered, trying to find the right word to describe our intimate exchange. I didn't want to answer Ed the first time cause even I didn't know how I felt about it.

-«Oh ». His eyes widened almost looked disappointed. I shook my head.

-«Not in that way. I mean, I loved it, but I've never felt like this before. When...You know. When those men start to kiss me, I overthink every stupid thing that can come to my mind. I get distracted by my thoughts. By the time it ends, I can't clearly remember what they did to me or what I did. But your kiss felt different. I wasn't thinking anything, just living the moment. All my worries and pains seemed like they never existed. I always try to rush things and want them to end as soon as they start but with you, I wanted it to hold out as long as possible cause it felt so comfortable, not nervous as I used to. It felt...». I stopped, looking at his lively greenish-brown eyes.

-« Peaceful. I was peaceful ». Edward flashed a warm smile while attentively listening to me, and I pressed my lips against his again.

I slipped my hands under his shirt and tickled his abs to relax them. I held him tightly against my chest and tried to push him onto the bed, but he resisted.

-«Ash...». He whispered, almost falling on the bed if he didn't grab my waist firmly.

-« It will be fine. I'm here. I'll help you ». I whispered in his ear too. I arranged a strand of hair behind my ear and moved my hands to his shirt to remove it. He didn't fight back, helping me pull the shirt over his head and revealing his abdominal muscles.

I stared at his body and caressed his stomach softly with my fingers. He shivered to this delightful contact, and I chuckled without stopping.

-«You work out ? ». I asked, kissing his hot neck. He put his hand gently on my head, and I could feel his heartbeats quickening.

-« Yeah, I practised Taekwondo for ten years, and Harry drags me to the gym every week, so yeah ». I smiled and kissed his jaw. He looks so cute when he blushes!

-« And still, you never had a girlfriend ? ». I licked his lower lip and sucked it subtly. He gasped in surprise, and I used the opportunity to move my tongue deeper into his mouth slowly and gently. I put my hands on his burning cheeks to keep him close to me. I don't want him to run away from my kisses, ever. Our noses barely touched, and he followed my lead, touching my tongue playfully and wiggling it around a little. I could taste his tongue forever.