Death

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Death
It is such  a strong word
Makes you afraid of it
Afraid of even pronounce it
Where do we go after we die ?
Some might say that anywhere that we just rot in the ground, but I think that is a very sad thought, a very sad ending for something marvelous and exciting like life is.
We rush in life to do many things, go to college, get a great job, fall in love, marry even have kids, because we know that our time is expiring as we breathe. Some nights (like today) I lay in bed thinking about death, and I get sad because I think that time is running so fast for me even thought I'm only 23, but I feel like I need to complete this tasks before I die and I don't know I'm gonna make it.
I never believed in anything, most of my life I thought I was a non believer, but as I grow older (and afraid of death) I start to like the idea of having a god above me, the idea is souls and the idea that we will encounter our loved ones in a better place and be happy. I don't know may be it's just me but in nights like this I ask for help to calm my soul, not to god himself (I don't even know if I truly believe in him) but I ask for help. Maybe someone might listen to me.

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