Petals

X. 5

Poland quickly cleaned the mess and made his way towards the bathroom door. He opened it and revealed a worried Czechia. "Poland?? Are you okay??? I heard you vomiting, are you sick????" Czechia took his friend's hand and squeezed it unknowingly. 

"Don't worry Czechia, I'm okay", Poland said, sliding his hand through his own hair and then grabbing his and his friend's hand. "You're squeezing it", "O-oh, I'm sorry", Czechia immediatly let go of his friend's hand, staring at his feet. "It's okay", Poland said, smiling. Czechia looked back up at him, "are you sure you are okay?" Poland nodded. Czechia didn't seem to be any less concerned. Poland walked past Czechia. Czechia quickly followed him, back downstairs. "I'm going to make dinner..." Czechia softly said. Poland looked at his friend as he dissapeared into the kitchen, closing the door. Poland didn't want his friend to be alone, scared for that he might hurt himself again, he entered the kitchen to make sure his friend was okay. Czechia turned away from the fridge, looking at Poland with a confused look. "Poland? Are you okay?" Czechia got closer to his friend. "Yes Czechia, I just... wanted to make sure you... weren't doing anything else..." Poland mumbled the last sentences. 

Czechia got even closer to his friend, until Czechia was so close to Poland, that Poland could feel his friend's warm breath. It made him quite nervous. "Czechia?-" Poland was surprised when his friend unexpectedly pulled him in a hug. "Poland, I know what you're thinking", Poland hugged his smaller friend back. "What?-" "I know you thought I was going to do something else", Czechia let go of his friend and walked past him to the living room, making Poland turn around, Czechia making his way towards the front door. He grabbed the door's handle and pushed it down. "No one trusts me."

Czechia opened the front door, Poland quickly walked towards him and told him to stop, but Czechia left the house, softly closing the door again. Poland ran towards the door and forcefully pulled it open again. He was relieved to see Czechia just sitting on the small stairs in front of the house. Poland slowly made his way towards the smaller and sat down next to him. "Czechia..." Czechia dragged his bright, yellow eyes to Poland's direction. They looked at each other for a while with complete silence. 

"Poland I'm sorry", Czechia weakly hugged his best friend, seeking for comfort. Poland hugged the smaller back. Czechia softly whispered, worrying Poland even more with his words. "Poland, I don't want to live anymore."