Me & You

Chapter 4.

Jordan's POV:
What was I thinking? I had the perfect chance to make her my girl, and I'm sitting her breaking the kiss.
"Jordan?" She said.
"Yeah...?" I responded. I was so nervous. What was she going to say?

"You Like Me?" She asked.
I held my head in my hands, and took a deep breath. I actually chuckled a little.

"What a question. Asia. I liked you since you walked into that classroom Freshman year. I just assumed you wasn't into me, so I just let it go. Came Junior year there were rumors about you and Carter, and you know I'm not with the drama. But yeah. Why?" I finally confessed.

"I just never knew. You should've told me. I know Carter isn't the best for me, but you're all I've got. I just don't want to lose you. You know?" She said.

No I didn't know. She won't take the chance with me, but she would with Carter. I bet they fucked too. I was supposed to be the only one.

"Oh... so wassup with us then. I mean we did what we did last year, but where does that put us now?" I blurted. Wtf did I just say. We made a promise never to bring up what happened, and of course my dumbass had to. I looked at her, and she was just speechless. I just stared at her until she responded.
"Jay. Ima be real with you okay..." Soon as she said that, my heart dropped, and I became hot. She wasn't even looking my way, I knew she didn't want to make eye contact.
"Aigh Go Ahead." I said while slumping.
Asia POV:
Go Ahead? Oh Gosh, this isn't as easy as he thinks it is. "Aigh I'm not going to explain the whole story, you where there, obviously. But I really do feel for you Jordan. Deep in there *pointed at my heart* I just don't think I'm ready to share that with you. I don't wanna mess up what we have, when I'm older, I want to pursue something with you. But not now, not here." I don't even know why I said that. The way he looked at me shattered my heart. I began to tear up, but wiped it away before he could notice.
"Why you cryin? I ain't hurt you or anything." He asked. Shit he saw. I don't know. I feel like I love too hard. I know ill love Jordan more than he loves me. So why try?
"Because... I really do love you, I just don't know how to express it. I don't know why I say what I say, or act the way I act. Since the day we had Sex, I feel nothing but love for you."
He smirked. "So it was the monster that makes you like me" he giggled.

"No Nigga. That point I realized what I had." I smiled. Ugh he was so cute. I just want to do it one more time.

"You know you feeling me. So why not take the risk?" he asked. I wasn't much of a risk taker. It looked as I did, but I don't, I'm always doubtful of the result. But I feel it in my gut about Jordan. I just didn't want that part of my heart to be explored.
"I just don't wanna open that part of my heart to anyone." I said.

"Do You get that I'm not just anyone Asia. But I'm not even gone try, you said you don't want to pursue anything with me." He said.

"I Lied. To Keep You From Breaking My Heart." I confessed.
"What happens when I fall in love , and you cut me loose? What will I do?" I continued.

"We already have the trust Asia... you know I wouldn't do such a thing. If I knew I didn't want you, I would not be having this conversation with you." After he said that, I was speechless. I ain't have shit to say.

"Can I just lay on you?" I asked. He just pulled me closer to him and kissed my forehead. Oh he smelled so good. Better than Carter. "Shit Carter" I thought. I pulled out my phone and he's been texting me non-stop. As soon as I was going to text back I went on Snapchat. I clicked on his story and saw some girl. So he begs for my forgiveness, and then poses and takes videos with some girl on Snapchat. I'm zoned out, while Jay is just going on about how school is.
"Yeah so African American Philosophy is so boring, but I wanna learn about it at the same time, you get me?" He said.

"Yeah I get you. You can borrow my notes anytime though." I said.

Jordan's POV:
" Thanks Ba--, I mean Asia" I said. I slipped up and almost called her bae. She not even mine and I'm just throwing this at her. I just made this more awkward than it has to be.
"No Problem." she giggled, at least she thinks I'm funny😂. I gave her that look. That I want you now look. She knows she can't resist me. She grabbed my face and got on top of me. I massaged her breast through her shirt and then she took off her top and bra. I took off my pants and boxers and grabbed her. I broke the sensual kiss so I could position her well. I laid her down and bit her neck and sucking slowly. Her legs wrapped around my head as I went down to eat her jewel. I started eating it slow. I loved all her juices. I stuck one finger in, and her back arched while I was licking around her clit. I took my finger out, kissing her once more on her chest. Slowly, I entered her. Her jewel hugged my manhood, in a way I only know. I started going faster, and faster, making sure the covers stayed on top of me. My deep strokes were making her moan my name as the sensation grew. This was not sex. This was love making. Her hands were on my back, she was trying to get a grip and ended up scratching my back all up. I switched positions and let her take over. She rode me so well. As she pulled her braids into a ponytail. I caressed her breast as her walls became tighter and tighter. It was harder for the both of us to breathe, and she moaned like she never did before. I just hope she doesn't wake anyone. We laid together. Hand in hand. We made love, and Love Made us. It was 2am and it was getting cold. I drove to my apartment off-campus and carried her into my room, laying her down. She got comfortable, and we both fell asleep in my bed. What a night. This wasn't no dream

So Yall I Just Wanted To Get This Chapter Over With , I know it's taking forever but sorry I've been busy. I kind of don't know where to go with Nyah & Isaiah but I'll figure it out. Anyways, I love Yall.
~Destiny💘