Park Jimin
I squint my eyes as sunlight shines right onto my face.I move around a little. My bed feels a bit harder than usual. What the?
My eyes then shoot open once I remember.
I look around the room and notice Jungkook isn't here. I almost forgot that I'm in his place.
I lay back with a loud sigh as I stare up at the ceiling.
I got rejected last night.
But, our kiss. Our very last one.
Kookie kissed back! And there's no way, he didn't feel anything.
I want to feel happy about it, but It's hard because at the very end of it...I was still left here all alone.
I pout as I sit up and look around.
Is he home?
I get up and start looking for him. Searching the living room, kitchen, and his bedroom door was open, but with no Kookie inside.
"Jungkook?" I call out. I start to grow really nervous.
I'm nervous to face him. Extremely, but I'm just trying my best to keep my cool. He knows my secret, I was bold last night and I can't go back now. Why sulk over what's done?
Although, I will be sulking once he rejects me, again.
I look out a window above the kitchen sink, and I see Jungkook grabbing luggages off his car. My hands get sweaty just at the sight of him.
He didn't unpack last night?
I step outside feeling anxious, but I have to speak to him at some point.
"K-Kookie."
He looks at me. He doesn't look angry or sad, so that's a good thing.
He looks, fine?
"Oh, hi. Are you feeling okay?"
I'm quiet a little before I respond.
How is he acting so, normal? I mean, he's actually less smiley but I nearly fainted just by saying his name a few seconds ago.
"I am now," I say with a smile.
Only because I'm seeing him.
He sighs as he looks down, "Uh, I think we should talk."
And, there it is. The pit in my stomach. The same one filled with sadness, and embarrassment.
Can I handle another rejection? Just hearing him say he can't return the feelings again, would be awful.
But I need an answer.
"Just say it," I say bluntly.
He narrows his eyebrows.
"Huh?"
I sigh as I feel my knees go weak.
"S-Should I keep trying? Or do I give up on you, Jungkook?"
Jungkook sets the luggages down and walks a few steps closer, but we're still far away.
"What?" He asks.
I frown.
"You, heard me..." I'm trying to sound confident, but I just can't. Not when it comes to him.
"I- Give up on me? Jimin, I still want your friendship, I want you around-"
"So it's settled then. We're just friends."
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Devotion (Jikook)
FanfictionJeon Jungkook, a successful 21 year old, is living a normal life. His best friend, Kim Seokjin, is an over protective older brother to adorable and sweet, 17 year old, (turning 18 soon) Park Jimin. Jimin is coming back home from America, and Jin wa...