suffering with time

nobody ch.1 part 1

 warnings: E.D.   bullying    manipulation    neglect     drugs+ alcohol

poor little boy who cried for love but nobody heard the weeps until it was to late

   Tommy woke up to the sound of his alarm ringing *bam* he hit his alarm. It took him a few minutes to get up and attempt to take care of his few everyday needs like brushing his teeth, eating, brushing his hair, putting on deodorant. He did everything but eat because he didn't feel like having to see his dad Phil who might be in the kitchen drinking coffee never bothering to glance at Tommy. Tommy got on his beaten up backpack that he slung on his shoulder. He walked to his bus stop and stood away from the other teens there until his bus arrived unluckily all the seats from the front to the middle area were taken so he was forced to go near the back near the very rowdy cool kids who were probable freshmen. Tommy felt like there were people watching him and judging him the whole ride causing his anxiety and nervousness to skyrocket. He left after everyone behind him left and started walking into class the teacher Mrs. Mary was his nicest teacher of all his teachers she was chill and made him feel much more motivated to do things like homework which he only does in her class because as soon as he sees his next teacher his motivation goes from a lake to a drought. 

    Tommy's classes pass in a blur of sleeping and attempts to work on something but not having energy to do so. Tommy heads to the bathroom to wait until the bell rang or until his only friend arrived. Dream Tommy's whole life and the only person to show him the truth as well as real brotherly love, came into the bathroom after a few minutes and attacked tommy with a hug. Tommy gave a hug back leaning into the warmth of Dreams arms " Hey toms, how were your classes" "They were the same as yesterday how were your classes" " They were average but Sapnap stole some papers from his dad and his dad spent the entire period trying to find them, it was funny for the first two minutes until he got us looking for them that sucked." " I'm glad you had fun with that" " Yup anyway I have the good stuff in my bag today and I was wondering if you were up for some alcohol today" " Um I don't know last time we drank alcohol I ended up in a ditch near my house and you almost got caught by your mom and even then that was after school." "Well the last time was your first time plus that was the extremely strong stuff just take a swig of this you'll be fine its not like you would get caught being a little tipsy in your next class I mean the teachers here are really dumb and don't care about you." "ok I guess if your sure it'd be fine this time" They drank alcohol until the bell rang for the next class. 

     Tipsy Tommy is not ok he feels like more people are staring into him with their eyes tearing into his skull he also feels like his teacher is watching him with a keen eye because he knows but is trying to find him slip up make a mistake so everyone knows he's screwed. Tommy ignores these things and focuses on sleeping his classes pass in a dreadful blur of knowing eyes and paranoia. He walks to his bus feeling less drunk and more stable and sits in the middle row and waits until the bus leaves while doodling. until he feels a tap on his shoulder. 

Tubbo POV:

    Tubbo woke up late as it was a stressful few days moving and organizing the whole house and it messed up his sleep schedule. He got ready and ran to his mothers room and woke her up to tell her he was late. He arrived just on time for second period and just like that his day was filled with introductions and learning up until lunch when he texted his friend Ranboo who is trying to convince his moms to move over here and the day continued. Tubbo was trying to find his bus when he meet a very polite person who found his bus for him when he got on most of the seats were full of people so he went to the closest seat he could see and tapped on the kid who was next to him and asked if he could sit with him.

Tommy pov:

"Um sure i guess" Tommy was shocked to say the least people normally avoid him like the plague and if the seat next to him was the only seat left people would just pile their friends seats just to avoid him so this was unnormal to him to say the least. "I'm Tubbo i moved here a few days ago" tubbo put out his hand "I'm Tommy " they shook hands. Tommy for some reason felt comfortable with Tubbo they talked the whole time until they got of their buses. When Tommy got off the bus he felt empty and cold his walk to his lonely house was made as slow as possible just to delay the insufferable dread of being alone at a house made for five for hours. He reached up opening his door just to hear laughter in the kitchen. he peered through the hallway to see Phil on a call smiling as if the sun lights just for him. Then Tommy heard a blaring beeping noise...

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