suffering with time

nobody ch.1 part 3

dreaming is like forgetting a memory cause you eventually forget even the most smallest memory's 

warnings: E.D,     Drugs,  e.d,   mentions of bulling, 

Tommy woke up in his bed the one that was covered in dirt and tears the one that no matter how many times he cleaned it it would be covered in sand, soot, and bl...   he looked at the clock...  shit its time for him to leave to go to school he'd like to at least get a few minutes to brush his teeth but he needed to to go. Tommy jumped out of bed quickly getting into clothes despite how dizzy and nauseous he felt he grabbed his backpack and ran down the stairs ignoring the way his stomach ached for sustenance and the need for food.

He almost reached the school bus but it left just a few seconds before and he was left so he did the only thing he could and ran to school despite how shaky and brittle his legs felt. he was indeed late he didn't even know why he had attempted to get there on time now Phil was going to get a call from the school. Phil hates getting calls from Tommy's school they always interrupt his work which Tommy doesn't know what exactly his work is but he knows that Phil is married to his job and doesn't take breaks not even for Te...

anyway he gets to his second class which was almost over. his teacher did not look happy in fact they looked annoyed which was fair he was extremely late and he has been told multiple times by dream that he was an ' annoying little brat sometimes' anyway he sat in his seat and waited as class continued for five minutes before the bell rang. waddling to his next class he crashed into someone. looking up he saw his ... friend? er brother? maybe he cant tell with Dream, but he knows that Dream is the only person that tolerates him enough for him not to leave and abandon tommy making him feel lost. 

"hi, dream" tommy's voice ruff from disuse "hey toms, you should be really careful when your walking bud" "y ya sorry dream I wasn't paying attention" "ok, anyway bye see you soon" "ok"  dream leaves him going to his next class but Tommy has an uneasy feeling because he messed up dream was going to be mad but that's ok as long as he stayed my friend it was ok. continuing his walk to class he arrived on time and was attempting to get things done even with the fog in his head and the uneasiness digging into his flesh. he was learning somethings today which was good maybe a good grade will distract him from his feelings. in a blink tommy is in his last class before lunch he did it again he didn't even know why he disappears in his brain then emerges back in a different place. it feels like he's teleporting 

it was strange the uneasy feeling was stronger he just hopes that Dream wont rough house with him today(even though he feels like its more like a one way fight with a punching bag)he's running out of counselor and he has to go to work today. entering the crowded lunch room always made tommy panic there were to many people and so so much noise it felt like his ears were dying. he left the area as soon as possible taking short cuts he learned over the years of being here finally making it to the place he deemed the safe space of drugz (which is just a bathroom). listen he was kinda high when he decided to name it that and nobody even goes in there which is weird considering he's only seen him and Dream enter it but maybe people only go here when they have drugs and stuff and he only comes here during his last period before lunch and during lunch.

Tommy waits a few minutes before Dream arrives and pats Tommy on the head. "hi Tommy" "hey Dream, how are you this fine evening." Tommys says anxiously testing the waters if dream was mad." I'm good, but my classes have been so boring but I got something that'll make the rest of my day not as boring" Dream says as he pulls syringes out of his backpack. "you wanna try toms?" Tommy thinks about it does he wanna be high today when he already feels the quiet rage of both Dream and Phil yes the answer is yes plus its for free. "yeah I guess ill try it". 

20 minutes later

Tommy is too high to think properly right now, so what does he do when he's asked a question by a teacher he says "29"in a very alarmed voice. The teacher looks at him like he's crazy "Mr. Craft this is world literacy I think you need to pay more attention to your surroundings " tommy is slightly embarrassed but just continues doing whatever he was doing. he waits for the school day to be over so he can head home and do some drugz that Dream gave him but they are in lollypop form which is the best form of drugs not like the syringe from earlier that hurt but it is effective. 

the day continues to pass as tommy leaves his school to get on the bus he waits for the bus to start moving but just as it does an alarm clock went off ...

yay I finally finished editing this and adding details although it is short and i wont be posting as often as I should, but my excuse for now is school.