Bellamy. Bellamy is the father of my child.
"Um...B-...Bellamy...is the father" I choke out to my mom. Her face twists again.
"You need to tell him." My mom says as she walks out of the med bay shaking her head. I can't tell Bellamy, not yet.
I can't be pregnant. I can't believe Bellamy did this to me. I have so many emotions right now. Anger towards Bellamy. Worry for our relationship. What if Bellamy doesn't want the baby. I do. I can't not have this baby, even if I will be it's only parent.
How can Bellamy do this to me? My body is going to get huge. I'm going to keep getting sick. When it comes to actually having this baby I'm going to be in so much pain. I hate Bellamy for doing this to me.
I walk out of the med bay. I try to get to Octavia to tell her. I needed a friends support at the moment. I can see Octavia standing by the fire talking to Monty and Jasper. I am stopped when Bellamy wraps his arms around me.
"Hey Princess, where have you been? You were supposed to be in my tent 20 minutes ago." He says placing a small kiss on my cheek. I get angry all over again. I am going to have to have a child because of him!
I turn around and push him as hard as I can. He looks taken aback by my action.
"Get away from me!" I yell continuing to walk towards O.
"What the hell Clarke? What's the matter with you?" He asks continuing to walk with me.
"Bellamy Blake 'get away from me' means get away from me you Bastard!" I say turning to face him. I think he finally caught on that I didn't want him around me because he turned and walked away. Good.
As soon as I have Octavia back in my tent and have told her the news she stays quiet.
"So you're pregnant and Bellamy's the father." I nod slowly as tears fall down my face.
"Clarke you can't just-" Bellamy says storming into my tent. He stops fuming when he sees my face. I quickly wipe the tears from my face and.
"Shit Clarke, what's the matter?" I shake my head no. He bends down next to me. "I can't help if I don't know what the problem is."
"You're going to hate me." I say looking into his eyes. Those eyes break me even more. I look at Octavia who gives me a supporting nod.
"I could never hate you." he says. Bellamy doesn't handle drastic news well. He isn't going to respond well to mine.
"I'm pregnant and it's your child." I say finding my words.
I see his eyes widen and then he stands up.
I only heard bits and pieces of what he yelled. "God damn it...How?...Shit...I can't do this...Why me?...I can't look at you right now...fuck...We're over..." He says and storms out of my tent not looking at me. Tears are streaming down my face at this point. I knew he was going to respond badly, I just didn't know he would take it that bad. He just broke up with me and I'm pregnant.
"Bellamy" Octavia yelled standing up and following him out of the tent.
"I'll be back Clarke." she says before leaving.
.....................................................................................................................................It's been days since I have spoken with Bellamy. He has been avoiding me. I haven't tried speaking with him yet and frankly I haven't wanted to. I have just been walking around camp looking down and heart-broken. O has made several attempts to make me feel better but it hasn't worked. She's just as pissed at Bellamy as I am.
Octavia, Jasper, Monty, Bellamy, and I have to pick up a huge tree trunk and move it a half mile into camp. It's extremely big and heavy. I'm not feeling to well. Bellamy is besides me.
"1...2...3..." I say and we all lift. About half the way there I start feeling light headed. My vision keeps losing focus and I can't see straight. I am sweating heavily too. I didn't want to stop because we are close to camp.
"Hey Clarke, are you okay?" Octavia asked me with what looked like a concerned face. Everyone has stopped.
"I- I'm fine." My breathing has become very heavy and I feel like I'm close to fainting, but their is only a little ways till camp. I can make it. We continue on and I keep feeling worse.
"Stop!" Octavia shouts and everyone stops. "Clarke you're not looking so good."
"I'm f-fine. Camp is j-just a little w-ways a-away." I say.
"Clarke you're not fine. You've turned the shade of paper." Everyone is looking at me concerned now, even Bellamy. I try to stay upright but my vision goes blurry. All's that I see before I hit the ground was Bellamy dropping the trunk and rushing towards me. I see the trunk drop on Jasper foot. I never hit the ground. I fall into Bellamy Blake before I slip into the darkness.
