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I still cannot get over the fact that, I'm Izuru, and I ended the entire world... I've been having non-stop headaches, I haven't been getting much sleep..
I've been taking pills for it, but nothing seems to be helping. I've tried everything to make myself to tried that I just pass out to get sleep, but that didn't worked either, and now I'm even more tired than ever. Maybe I can ask Nagito or Chiaki for help? Okay, maybe not Nagito though.
I got up from my bed, and went to go find Chiaki, to my surprise. She was right outside my door. "Ah!- Chiaki! Sorry, you scared me..." I say. "It's fine, I should probably be the one apologizing.. Anyway, I came to check up on you. How are you feeling?" She asked. "Tired... My head hurts like hell..." I answered. "Have you taken a nap?" Chiaki says. "I tried but I only got like... Barely even 5 minutes of sleep.. I was actually gonna go and find you to ask if you can help me." I say.
"Yeah, I think I can... You really need some sleep, Hajime... C'mon, let me help you." Chiaki says as the two of us go back into my cottage. "Just sit down, and I'll get you something." Chiaki told me as she left my cottage. Is she gonna get me some sleeping pills or something?
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I woke up in Izuru's arms... He seemed to still be sleeping, so I nuzzled my face into his bare chest. Apparently that woke him up.. "*groans*" "Oh, sorry did I wake you?" I say as I moved my head up from his chest. "No.." He said with his eyes still half closed. "Haha, okay you go back to sleep." I kissed his forehead, and he covered himself in the blankets. I got up from the bed, and got dressed.
I should really comb my hair.. I tried to run my fingers through my hair, but it failed. My fingers kept on getting caught in nots. I sighed and picked up the comb, and put some water in it to help my hair. I started to comb small parts of my hair, and it go in smoothly after a little bit.
"Ugh, come on, come on.." I grunted as I was trying to brush a not, I've been trying to brush for 2 minutes already. "This is getting really annoying..." "Here, give me that." Izuru takes the brush my hands, and starts brushing the not. "Wha- where did you come from? And how are you already dressed..!?" I say in surprise. "I have my ways, doll. Now how does that feel?" "....I hate it when you manage to do shit within a second, meanwhile I take like a centuries.." I roll my eyes. "Love you." He kissed my cheek, and walked out of the bathroom.
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"Drink this." She passed me a cup of coffee. "Uhm, Chiaki.. I thought you wanted me to sleep..?" I muttered. "Just drink it." She tells me, I sighed and drank some of it... I suddenly started to feel really tired. "Nanami..." "..Mhm... Get some rest, Hajime.." Chiaki ruffled my hair, as my head fell on the pillow... And I fell asleep... Finally.
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"We will begin the experiment. Are you ready, Hajime Hinata?" "More than anything." "Right, now remember. You will lose all of memories from when you were Hajime Hinata. But don't worry, you will make new memories as the new Izuru Kamukura." "I understand." "....Close the pod." Chiaki..... I'm sorry... But when you see me again..... I'll be someone worthy to you...
Ugh! I woke up in a cold sweat... My body was just covered in sweat.. What was that dream...!? I got out from the blankets and rushed to the bathroom.. I washed my face and when I looked back up at the mirror, I saw a big scar on my forehead... Wh......What..? Izuru told me, that the scientist have done something to my brain... I wonder if this is the scar of that... I lightly touched the scar and felt nothing. It really was a part of my skin now...
What is happening to me!??! Calm down, calm down.. I-I'm still myself... Plus two Izurus' can't exist at the same time, so why am I freaking out..? I took deep breaths in and out.. My body was still sweaty and disgusting... I decided to take a hot steamy shower. Once I felt the hot water against my skin, I felt so... Relaxed.. I feel like I could just wash my worries away in the waters... Literally.
The fact that I'm not myself anymore... I turned myself in a monster, just so I can have a stupid freaking talent.. I could either the shower water or my own tears running down my face.. I wrapped my arms around my body.. I still wanna be myself... I cried.
The next morning.
....So, I wasn't dreaming. That scar is real... I covered it with my hair and left my cottage early in the morning to walk along the beach. How much longer will I stay as Hajime Hinata..? It seems like I'm slowly turning into Izuru... I looked at the ocean as the sun started raising up.. I softly smile to myself while looking at the sparkling ocean.
I will stay as Hajime Hinata... No matter what.
End of Headaches.
A/N: This wasn't really progressing the story (ngl I completely forgot the entire plot to this), it was mainly just Hajime angst. I needed some filler so I had more time to think of he next chapter, I hope you guys understand. Anyway, have a good day!
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