Many say I'm a pushover which Is true, I prefer to not waste my time and energy on something that's not going to benefit me like a future homeless bitch swinging at me. If where being honest, I hate California it's sucks it's literally hot as hell for no reason. Despite's me talking crap about California it safe to tell you know that I didn't stay there for long, fact number one...DON'T FUCK WITH MY SISTER. Let's hop into the story
(Flashback)
()=present finney
""= past finney
School just let out, I was walking out of class heading to the cafeteria to meet up with Gwen and as soon as I get there I see 2 boys dump they're food on her. I quicken my pace clearly pissed off "hey!" I said pushing the dumbass away from her, he laughed and glared at me (which was a shitty glare if I say so myself) anyways he looked me up and down "why are you in my presence f@g" he said pushing harshly on my shoulder (this day I was pissed already cause some bitch stole my homework, like what the actual fuck) I took a breath rolling my eyes "I'm a f@g but you stood here looking me up and down. You like what you see?" I said smirking knowing that I irked him, "there's not much too see, just a f@g and his slutty sister" (this where I went too far but honestly didn't gave a fuck) I saw red, what gave him the right to call my baby sister a slut? I fucking punched him in his shitty face making the cafeteria go quiet. "Finally, some peace and quiet. And Not the sound of some whiny bitch" I said glaring, I felt Gwen grabbed on me.I sighed glaring at the bitch on the floor "Leave bitch" I said raising my fist up, he ran off leaving (like a dog tail between its leg) I grabbed Gwen and called home.———————————————————————-
We finally left hell and went to the devil house. My mother pale and normally rosy cheek were bruised, it hurts see the use to be strong and confident woman turn into a wary woman with low self esteem. My dad was an asshole with a drinking problem, he would make mom silky white pale skin turn dark purple and brown . When mom try to look pretty for him he just laugh or dismiss her calling her all kinds of name, he called her fat,ugly, slutty, etc. and my mom would just never leave him, (looking back on it, it messed up me and Gwen trust issue when it comes to love. An 'I love you' seem to be just another word to us) mom taught me and Gwen how to bake knowing dad always hit her and scream that 'boys don't bake' but mom never paid any mind to his stereotype and kept teaching me, I loved baking with mom but I didn't want her to get beaten cause of me so I switched to basic cooking.Mom was and will always be a great woman who was caged by a monster, mom always "did" a lot of "stuff" to make dad mad in his eyes but what kept making him angry was her seeing spirts and being able to hear and talk to them. Mom had superpowers and Gwen has them too, mom said I could get them but she wouldn't know when. This made dad mad when mom talked about spirits and god, he'd beat her harder and make sure mom learn her lesson( yes dad is a monster who can burn in hell. The day he be put in the soil is the day I can be happy) at the age of nine my dad starved me,Gwen, and mom for three days threatening to beat us if we do eat cause it was an 'punishment' (this also messed up me and Gwen eating habits, we can go days without eating and we work perfectly fine while ignoring the feeling of hunger) mom had enough on my 12th birthday, she left me a present....her hanging in the living room with a present and an note on the sofa. Luckily Gwen was still sleep so it was only me, I was young but I knew so I hugged her legs and said thank you before going to dad and telling him what I just saw. He dropped to his knees when he saw the sight (which he created cause he fucking trapped her like a caged bird) I didn't feel sad for dad but my heart felt swallowed,empty, not there... I don't know if it was from mom death or my birthday, or the fact that he might start projecting. (After this incident I never celebrated my birthday, I hate it)
At the funeral I saw my mom side of the family break down and my dad side was completely heartbroken for my mom side and my dad(they actually knew, my mom side mother always told her 'marry a man,get pregnant, and be a housewife. That's woman's dream life' and my dad side saw bruise on my m face before but they ignored it. They all knew but chooses to ignore it) I saw mom in the casket, she looked so pretty. I smiled putting her favorite flower in her hair, she loved daisies. I grabbed her hand and thanked her for giving me life as her arm is still bruised, I gently rested her hand on top her other hand before going over to sister to comfort her while she has red eyes, tears and snot running down her nose(ew, right. Yes but at the moment I knew she needed her big brother and not an idiot who going push her away cause of a little bit of snot) I hugged her and rubbed her back. Her face was red while she coughed harshly, I vowed to never ever let anyone hurt Gwen or even disrespect her. I will make sure my sister have a good life no matter what, I thought while hugging my crying sister as she clung to my black suit. I never want my sister to make a face like that again, I watched as they lowered her into the ground while holding my still crying sister face.
After we moved, dad said something about wanting to get a new/fresh start (he was trying to be nice to us but that didn't last for long) we didn't Argue, we didn't get mad, we didn't yell or put up a fight, most importantly we didn't trust him. We knew we was leaving mother hometown where we was born and raise but we was not going to take a chance of getting beaten by dad, of course we was more wary of dad than ever and we didn't trust adults at all and most importantly fuck 12! (You would think a cop would notice signs of abuse but no they ignored and dismissed my mother pain)
————————————————————————-1 month into elementary school and I already had bullies, they bullied me for every little thing to my long short hair to my crystal pasty blue eyes. (I've always had my mother face, me and Gwen looked more like our mom than our dad that people called us Mimi Mary's, (yeah Mary was her name. Beautiful right?) they called me f@g, twink, and a 'fairy', they made rumors about me being weird which caused people to stay away from me. It didn't bother me cause I loved being alone, I found an abandoned library in the school where I spent most of my time and effort cleaning and making it shine. I found a note in the library which said 'if you're the next kid who found this library, they're a mini fridge and some pillows. It's a hangout spot! Enjoy ' after that I would disappear, no one knew where I was.
The next day I saw a shorter boy in my spot reading, I knew this boy. He on the gymnastics team, he's the only boy on it. I walked in "hey griffin" I said sounding like I never used my voice before. I somehow startle to boy, he backed up heavy breathing. I reassured him that I wasn't going to hurt him and from that point we became friends, we live near each other so I would go to his house often. I didn't like his dad, he rubbed me the wrong way but I didn't want to be an ass so I was respectful towards him (worse mistake of my life, fuck griffin dad) on my way to griffin house I heard him screaming in his dad yelling, I fucking lost it! I kicked the door in and saw griffin dad punching griffin. I ran up and punched his dad, of course I couldn't fight correctly but anything and I mean anything can be a weapon. I took a vase and smashed over griffin dad head, he grabbed my by my leg smashing me into the coffee table breaking it . I tried to get up but due to the impact I grabbed my ribs, tears was in my eyes as he walked up to me. "get the fuck away from him" griffin said jumping on top his dad and punching him in the face. I took on of the coffee table leg and used it to hit griffin dad in the leg causing him to fall hitting his head. As griffin got up and ran to me his mother walked and yelled , that all I remember before passing out.
I woke up to griffin and Gwen crying in the hospital. Griffin told me that his mom is divorcing his dad as we speak, I laughed and hugged my two favorite people(which was true, I would do anything for Gwen and griffin)
I grabbed griffin hand as we was in court and he was explain his abuse, we won and words can not explain how griffin clung to me crying( he looked beautiful even with tears in his light hazel eyes, yea I had a crush on griffin....)
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In middle school griffin told me that his mother was secretly dating Emma hopper. I gasp knowing well that was pinball Vance mother "how do you feel about it" I said biting my lips slightly "it doesn't matter as long as she happy, plus I'm gay" "you are!' I said snapping my neck towards him "yeah...is that okay?" "Yeah! I'm bi" I said laughing. We hugged, over the years I been in love with griffin...during 7th grade I slid him a note to meet me in the library. He nod, I was late to meet griffin in the library, I rushed as fast as I could to library. Just to see griffin kissing billy from math, it broke my heart and I just ran and ran crying. I ran to the school playground hiding, i cried so hard I didn't notice the boy looking at me from the slide. "Are you okay" he asked, I looked up at him with teary eyes "no" my voice cracked out. He lifted my face up and used his hoodie to wipe my tears away, "it's okay, it's okay" he said while wiping. "Thank you" imma voice cracked out again.We never meet again after. after that billy and griffin started to hang out more...leaving me out of things, we drifted( I still couldn't hate griffin, he was part of my world. But I left him alone, we stopped talking even now)After me and griffin drifted, I started taking up hobbies. I learn how to play the guitar (I have a bass and an electric guitar) I got more rebellions to the point the cops knew my name, I got hidden piercing, and a hidden tattoo near my chest and two stars on my hips. Dad kept beaten us but I step in for Gwen, sometimes I swing back,he doesn't come home in weeks sometimes but we don't bother to ask because we don't care for him.
Flashback ended
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I'm a junior with no friends now...
A/N: the fandom died but imma still post these drafts
YOU ARE READING
I made it this long
HumorFinney has trust issues so badly, finney doesn't really have friends despise griffin until he betrayed him , he has social anxiety and adhd. Finney doesn't like being home but when he's alone with Gwen he plug's his guitar in and let his bottled up...