I'm in Love with my best friend

🔸Twenty-four🔹

Mondays. I hate Mondays for obvious reasons, but this particular Monday was even worse than the rest. Today could either destroy my universe or be the start of a new level of friendship between me and Yu Bin. You know, because he obviously knows I'm shagging my best friend now, and I would love him forever. If he kept that a secret. I hadn't seen him yet though, but me and Zhan showed up early today. I elbowed Zhan in the side. "What about if you text him? Get him to meet us somewhere?," I whispered. Zhan rolled his eyes.

"Yibo, no. We're gonna wait for him to show up here, and see if he approaches us first, okay? And if he doesn't, then we can sneak up behind him, throw a bag over his head and drag him off behind the west building." He said, then added as a side note, "I liked that idea more than your other. Texting him to meet us isn't as dramatic.

"I was only joking with that one, Zhan, Jesus."

What, kidnapping or texting?'

"The kidnapping!" "Really? "Wow, you're getting old on me, babe. He smirked.

I got annoyed and let my gaze wander back over to the door to our form. An immediate surge of anxiety rushed up through my chest, and my breathing quickened. Yu Bin had finally shown up. He didn't even try to be subtle, what with the incredibly wide eyes and the intense staring at what he was doing. I gulped, trying to figure out if he wanted me to walk over to him or if that was a look of complete disgust. Or maybe it was the look of impending doom. I couldn't decide, until he nodded his head towards the doorway, showing for me to follow him. I sighed in relief; it looked like it was the first.

Zhan glanced at me. I'm scared, I whispered, looking for reassurance, but he just shoved me away from him and told me to get on with it. As I trudged out of the room, Yu Bin was leaning against the wall on my left, a few steps down the empty corridor. I stopped by his side and propped myself against the wall too, shoving my hands in my pockets so that he couldn't see them shivering.

"Hey," I said, shrugging my shoulders, trying to shake off the anxiety.

"Hey, " He smiled at me, an awkward, nervous smile. "I wanted you to know that. Yeah, I was a bit freaked out, I mean," he chuckled. "You know, two of my best friends are making out behind the west building. Both of them got dicks, so I'm gonna be shocked, right? But it's cool. Am cool with it. And I ain't gonna tell nobody, not unless you want me to." He seemed to breathe a sigh of relief once he'd finished speaking. I joined in with him.

"So you don't hate me? You're not disgusted with me? You haven't told a single soul? Have you? Have you told anyone? No one knows, right?" I whispered furiously. Despite everything he'd just said, I was growing increasingly anxious by the second.

"Woah, woah Yibo, man, chill out." He held his hands up in front of me. "I haven't said a word. I don't hate you, and even if I did, I definitely wouldn't be disgusted. What did you think I was, a homophobe? I'm not as low as that. I'm insulted. He shoved my shoulder playfully, a smile playing across his lips.

"Oh, my God, it feels like Christmas has arrived early," I exhaled, feeling my entire body relax."Jesus shit, Yu Bin, you scared the fuck out of me all weekend. I thought, well, I thought we were done, man. "

"Nah, man. As long as you don't start doing your thing with your new boyfriend all in my face, we're cool. Because I don't need to see that action. I like my girls. You know, I don't want to be converted. And this guy, pointing down to his crotch, "Well, he's easily influenced."

I raised my eyebrows at him. Don't tell Zhan that. He'll fuck with you all day. Metaphorically, obviously. I paused for a moment, deep in thought. Actually, no, if you gave him the chance, he'd probably fuck you for real.