Arranged Marriage

Chapter-39

Hi guys I hope all of you are doing well....

Obsession over something either a person or a thing causes our mind and heart to insanity...

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Rushi's Pov,

For a sec I saw into his eyes which are making me weak... I felt like my heart stopped a beat .... he told me those words a few times, but I never take it to mind.... but this time his eyes are holding sadness.... but why..... suddenly my mind changed the discussion.... why am I thinking of him.... did he even care for anyone.... he only thinks you as a showpiece in this mansion... you are his doll... and nothing more... you are no one to him... I made up my mind.

his palm touched my face..... it is cool... I can feel it.... but I didn't want to feel it... I turned my face away from him...

He: doll... I know you are angry with me. I... I am sorry..... take rest. you need it.

he went away from me..... I feel somewhat relieved......how can someone tell those words like that..... I cleared my mind from everything and lay in bed with my mobile ..... I don't know when I slept.....

when I woke up, I saw the bed is empty..... I looked at the clock which is ticking 8'o clock in the morning.....I feel light pain in my joints...... I went to the washroom to clean myself...... hot water rushed through my body... I feel my muscles are getting free from pain...... I wore a top and Leggin... I am talking in my mind whether to go down or not..... yesterday I saw such a thing in this house..... how will they react....do they think I am weak.....but why I should think of these things....they are the ones who didn't help that injured man.....not me... I don't even know how he is... I can't sit here for the whole day right I better go down... 

then I heard the opening of the door..... I saw Ma there...

Ma: rushi you are already up...how are you feeling...??

I just nodded my head...

Me: hmm... rushi I am sorry... I know you are a doctor you can't see someone in pain..... I also know Addie did wrong.... please don't be angry..... that man is alright.... your papa took him to the hospital he is safe. don't worry.... let me check your temperature.

she put her hand on my forehead... I can see her care for me.... but I don't know why I don't feel like talking with her... I am not a person who wants to listen sorry from the elders. but I feel like... hmmm... am I upset with ma.

Ma: it is not high but a little hot.... come let's go for breakfast and then you have to take your medicines.

I again nodded my head... I don't want to see her sad... she holds my hand lightly and took me down..... when I entered the dining hall all are present and everyone's eyes are on me....... I feel a little nervous .... but Ma holds my hand and made me sit beside that devil.

papa: how are you feeling Rushi?

although I don't want to answer... I don't have the courage not to answer him.

" I am ok papa."

papa: have your medicines properly.... doctor will come and check on you??

I looked at him unreliably......

Vikram uncle: bhai I think you forgot something...

papa: what is it, Vikram??

Chote papa: bhai she is a doctor herself.

papa: so what?? She is ill she needs a doctor right...

how can they think like that.... today I felt so sad... I am a doctor no one remembers that....is it what I deserve... I didn't understand what Papa mean... I am not going under operation I just have a fever.... did he think I am that weak... I can't even treat myself...