Arranged Marriage

Chapter-49

Hi guys I hope everyone is doing well.... 😊😊

Love with the correct person makes us happy but it hurts when that person leaves us, but your love forever makes you happy.... 💕💕

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 Rushi's Pov,

It's been two days since I told him about our relationship.... I don't know why I am so happy... I also don't know why I am being too excited when he comes home... oh god I am behaving like a crazy girl.... although I am covering my emotions when I am with others, but I am not behaving like my usual self....

 I am sitting in the swing in our balcony with sweetcorn.... He is behaving normally like a lovely husband... but I feel like he is controlling something.... although I don't know what he thinks but I will try to make him happy...Yesterday he came early .... we both watched a movie... I felt shy when I saw hero and heroine I... mean... when they kis..kissed.... oh god... thinking about it making me hell shy... hey shiv please don't make me this much shy.... luckily, he fast forwarded otherwise God knows how much I felt embarrassed.....after that we ate our dinner and slept.... I am really liking this.... but there is always a doubt in my mind... am I ready to accept him ??or I am just feeling lonely so that I am accepting him!!! or he is my only option so that I am thinking to try this relation... I don't know what I want but if I go away from him will I miss him?? I don't know the answers to my questions.... what you know Rushi... ntg right... just stop thinking you are fine with this relation right then what is your problem.... but what if he falls for someone in future and realize that I am not correct for him?? no no it won't happen... I can't take that.... what the nonsense you are thinking Rushi.... 

I don't want any negative thoughts.... I brushed away all my thoughts and kept my concentration on eating .... it's slightly raining today I am looking at the garden.... I am really surprised... the building I am living is very big I never imagined someday I will be living in such a place...but I never went to many places in this palace....I only know gym, swimming pool, study rooms of papa and my husband and my gang rooms, but there are still many rooms which I never saw...I just kept thinking about this big place.... then I heard door opening sound... I turned my gaze towards the door. I saw my husband coming towards me.... 

 I sat there looking at him... he is looking tired... may be work tension.... he came near to me... I put my corn down and tried to get up... but he blinked his eyes telling me to be in my position .... I smiled and sat there.... he removed his black coat and put it on the chair... he came near to me and sat on the teapoy near to me... he is not uttering a single word except looking at me.... I can't take it any more ....

"hmmm... will you eat corn it's really good...."

I bent down to take other piece of corn to give him...but he holds my hand ... I looked at him questioningly....

He: doll tomorrow night there is a party... I don't want to take you there, but the party is the success of getting new project and dad want you to join.

I: hmm... why don't you want to take me?? 

I asked slowly to know why he don't want to take me...

He: I just don't want ... I can't see anyone gazing you except me. I don't want others to see what mine is.

I can't completely understand his words.... but I didn't like his opinion... I am not a thing that can be kept in a locker forever.... but I feel like he is caring for me...

I: so, do you want me to come or not....

He: of course, not.... but I think you have to come.

I: hmm... should I tell papa I am not feeling well...