On thin ice an Remus x Anti story

Chapter one Made to be Alone

TW: mentions of  masturbation and a lot and a lot of abandonment issues swearing and Remus just being Remus

No one pov:
It was a normal day in the mind of a Thomas Sanders. Thing is he has sides of his personality that live inside his mind. Roman was polishing his sword and constantly complaining about how Thomas can do better in Heathers. Virgil was secretly looking at Logan's Star Trek fanfiction and making conspiracy theories about aliens. There was a nice pumpkin pie aroma in the air as Patton was baking away and humming a tune. Logan was working over time and trying to be heard. Janus was going on and on how no one has taken care of themselves. Entonces('Then' I prefer to say it in Spanish) there was Remus. When Janus was accepted Remus was told that he would too. But we all know that it was not true. He honestly didn't care but that didn't mean that he didn't want company. He always bugs the light side you know talking to them about different topics. However when he was trying to help or add something to the conversation he wasn't taken seriously. Then each time he would try to start a conversation with someone they would say "not right now Remus" "Remus please go away" "get the fuck out" he was starting to drown in his intrusive thoughts. He stayed more in his room.  He forced a smile when  in front of the others. They thought he was murdering someone or constantly masturbating. Remus missed Janus but he got busy worrying about Thomas' self-care. He wonders why he was a side anyways everybody constantly actively ignored. When he was trying to prevent Thomas from doing something by giving him intrusive thoughts, they yelled at him. He needed to do his job, it wasn't easy they all got appreciated for doing their job even Virgil given Thomas anxiety. Anyways Remus was under a black blanket and contrary from popular belief his room smells like cinnamon which is very comforting for him. He stared at the Heathers and Beetlejuice posters that hang from his wall that were deteriorating. Entonces he brought his attention back to the video he was watching, say good bye.  He grown to love Jack and viewed him as his comfort YouTuber than he look in his recommendations his heart dropped "dealing with intrusive thoughts" a tear fell when looking back at his younger self. If only he knew he would end up like this he would've done things so differently. The one thought that went through his head was "Why Thomas, Why did you made me to be alone". Little does he know he wasn't.
A/N: This is a crack Book don't take any of this seriously