Chapter 20

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Your fingers clutch tightly around his note. You lay on Jungkooks side of the bed, slowly deteriorating into the empty nothingness that exists inside you.

Tears stream fiercely down your cheeks, the hole that's been left in your heart physically aches for him. You must have read his note 7 times now, each time the pain greatens further.

You can still smell his scent on his pillow, wrapping your arms around it you shut your eyes. Inhaling deeply, you let his scent fill your lungs.

I miss him so much...

You sob into his pillow, "Jungkook please. Please come back to me!"

Every time you close your eyes, you see him. His beautiful face. His smile. His eyes. The way his nose scrunchs when he laughs. The way his hair falls perfectly around his face. The cute noises he makes when he's eating something delicious.

He's shown me what it feels to be loved, and how deep we can fall in love with each other. I'd do anything to have him back..

My Jungkook..

My only love.

Imagining him beside you, you feel a brief glimpse of relief

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Imagining him beside you, you feel a brief glimpse of relief. The pain in your heart eases slightly, your lips curve into a smile before whispering "Jungkook.."

"Yes babygirl.."

His voice takes your breath away. Swallowing hard, you attempt to hold back your tears. "Come back to me Jungkook. I miss you so much, I can't live without you. I love you so much.. "

You both stare into each others eyes.

He leans in close, your lips can almost feel his. "Open your eyes babygirl.."

Slowly, cautiously you open your eyes. Only to see the empty space that remains infront of you. This room that once felt so happy and full of love, altered to be replaced with a painful reminder of what once was.

The way he looked at me.
The way he smiled in his sleep.
The way his adorable dimples exposed him whenever he was being mischievous.
His angelic voice as he sings in the shower.
Hearing his sweet words when he told me how much he loves me.

Loved..me.

I would do anything to wake up beside him one last time..

To feel his body against mine.

Your tears don't stop, not even for a second. Flowing from your body like the undying love he possess over you.

I need to call him..

Your hand searches for your phone, your fingers grip onto it. Once unlocked your heart plummets further into it's dark Abyss as you stare numbly at your home screen.

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